being paranoid...

last night, odie sumhow IM with me...
daymn.... missing her a lot! almost 4 years i havent met her in person. even when i'm back in msia during summer... we didnt hang out (i know med students in msia rarely have free time to hanging out or u guys are busy indulging yourself with med books) hehehe ... yet, she told me dat she's sick... i mean really sick and require surgery... since, she had told me about the symptoms and signs of the sickness long time ago... i did guess its apendicitis but i'm not so sure whether acute or chronic... alhmdulillah, first guess, correct! well, odie is my rummate back in langkawi, when we were form 1... funny, most stubborn person i knew! and
odie dear, get well soon.. please update me soon... and i'm sorry i'd told azyan because i want to make sure you're in the hospital already.. mmmuahhhxxx...

alhamdulillah.... i'd finished all my classes except russian language. practically, i'm free now but not dat free since microbiology exam is coming!!! yup, it's depressing... loads of chapters not yet covered and on the day of examination, no careless mistake, have to be careful because of the subject.... one mistake turns to be bad impression.... yet, d examiner might be cynical or kind-hearted on the day... if she's in a good mood means that you are safe but if she's not, well that's another kind of story....

anyhoo, selamat hari raya aidil adha :)

~~~toodles, my exam is on 10th January 08.... cant wait for my winter break!

Ophthalmology

i met an ophthalmologist today in conjuction with the cooperation of pathphysiology department and her on a research. Ekaterina Vladimirovna, the ophthalmologist. well, she's young and as Svetlana vadimovna said "she's young but i know she's very experienced based on my experience as her patient".....

my result was : 2nd degree of myopia with astigmatism on my right eye... basically, i'm one of her candidate in the research and on the next spring i'm going to meet her again...

she asked me the reason why most of the overseas students have myopia??? i told her that most probably during secondary school, we studied very hard and other external causes like not enough lights, staying up and etc... she asked the duration of the classes during secondary school and i answered, around 7-8 hours...

amah??? pembantu rumah??? cleaner??? pekerja dobi???? chef???

penat la buat kerja sendiri... cuci baju sendiri, iron baju sendiri, basuh pinggan n memasak sendiri... sume kene buat sendiri!!! owh tidak, how i wish ade pekerja2 seperti yang tertera diatas... alryte, enough with crapping around fil, x cacat cela, ade tenaga sepatutnya berusaha sedaya upaya untuk menyelesaikan masalah n tidak bergantung pada org lain...
~~~~
for d past few days, i'd been busy!
monday: pathphys and russian class
tuesday:pathphys and practical at cardiology department, 5th Hosp
wednesday: pathphys class
thursday: morning, pathphys class and at night practice dancing
friday: went to MEGA with ryna n erna at noon and at night practice dancing again... blackout! (i hate dark because im scared of it)
saturday: morning, together wif my team, cooked nasi tomato (well, its been depressing because some of the stuff dat i'd ordered were different than the the list dat i'd wrote to them, tapi xpe lahh) later on, Malaysian night (yess, menari lagi lagu Nirmala).... then, at night, baru ade electric!
sunday: collapsed!

Tiga juta rakyat Malaysia disahkan sakit mental

SUNGAI PETANI 22 Nov. - Sebanyak 16 peratus atau tiga juta daripada 26 juta penduduk di negara ini disahkan mengalami sakit mental dan jumlah ini adalah sesuatu yang membimbangkan, kata Menteri Kesihatan, Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek.
Katanya, penemuan data terbaru Kajian Kesihatan dan Morbiditi Kebangsaan bagi tahun 2006 mendapati kes gangguan mental di kalangan rakyat Malaysia meningkat sebanyak hampir 6 peratus berbanding kajian yang dijalankan 10 tahun lepas.
Beliau berkata, daripada jumlah itu, sebanyak 20.3 peratus adalah di kalangan kanak-kanak dan remaja berusia bawah 16 tahun.
“Antara faktor tekanan jiwa di kalangan remaja adalah kerana gagal mendapat keputusan yang baik dalam peperiksaan, tekanan daripada keluarga dan sekolah, serta tiada sokongan masyarakat,” kata beliau kepada pemberita selepas merasmikan Hari Kesihatan Mental Sedunia peringkat kebangsaan di sini hari ini.
Katanya, ada di antara murid sekolah tertekan kerana tidak mendapat semua A dalam peperiksaan dan kemudiannya mereka dihina dan dikatakan bodoh serta tidak berguna untuk hidup, jadi mereka mengambil jalan mudah untuk menyelesaikan masalah iaitu dengan membunuh diri.
Chua berkata, daripada jumlah itu juga, sebanyak 11.2 peratus adalah pesakit di kalangan orang dewasa dan 19.5 paratus di kalangan warga emas yang berusia melebihi 70 tahun.
“Masalah kesihatan mental tidak boleh dipandang ringan, beban penyakit itu memberi kesan kepada masyarakat dan negara, dan kos perubatan untuk pesakit mental adalah semakin tinggi, manakala pesakit pula sering tidak mendapatkan rawatan awal kerana percayakan rawatan bomoh,” kata beliau.
Kes membunuh diri juga didapati semakin meningkat dengan sebanyak 20 hingga 30 orang daripada setiap 100,000 rakyat Malaysia membunuh diri setiap tahun.
Beliau berkata, kementerian juga mengalami masalah kekurangan pakar psikitiari kerana stigma masyarakat untuk menjadi pakar jiwa.
“Ada orang kita menggelar pakar jiwa `doktor gila’ dan ini menyebabkan kursus perubatan psikitiari tidak begitu popular sehingga sekarang,” kata beliau.
Katanya, setakat ini, cuma terdapat 145 orang pakar psikitiari dan negara memerlukan lebih 300 pakar lagi dalam bidang itu untuk mencapai nisbah 50 pesakit bagi seorang psikitiari.
Chua berkata, sehubungan itu, kerajaan mahu usaha mempertingkat kesedaran mengenai kesihatan mental ditambah.
- Bernama

*taken from Utusan Malaysia long time ago..... depression. lame2 pendam x elok jugak sebab nanti meletup kalah volcano! ;) keep me away from lelaki gila talak!

sorry

i really hate to say this:
i'm not goin back home due to flight ticket problems.... in fact, i'm depressed and tense up because of the tickets and my studies... after all, i did threw up just now.... my body temperature is elevated and im having headache (i'm sick).... im sooo scared i cant score for my microbiology as if im goin back, i have to do my exam earlier and i only have 20 days from now for preparation... i do, i'm so badly wanted to go back but i cant! in the end, im goin to uk again for this winter or perhaps other places... i'm sad and i feel so bad for not goin back home... kamilah, aainaa, azyan, amy,athirah and everyone; I'm sooo sorry :(

p/s: abah, mama, kak dayah and an; im sorry i cant go back... i guess, see you guys for next 8 months!!! mmuaahhxxx

gossips???
people do love to spread and listen to gossips....
in fact, its like 'telefon buruk' ..... one told a story and other would make another new story...
wut comes around goes around....

p/s: i hate people with lidah biawak!

menari lagi!

Tuesday....
toeik: fil, ade org ajak menari lagi la...
me: heh??? biar benar.... bile?
toiek: jumaat nie tuk student's day!!!
me: gile ape.... da nk dekat.... hampa nk wat jugak ker???
toiek: x lahhhh... xmo....
me: ahah....

Wednesday....
missed call from k. Put....
me: wondering???? wut's wrong ey???
me: heloo... k.Put, kenape????
K.put: ha... fil, awak nk menari x????
me: huermmmm...... sape lg yg menari????
K. Put: group winnie, die, erna n ezwan then saye, k. farah, amir, hazim n awak lahhhh....
me: bole la cm2.... tp risau la, can make it or not .... huuuhuuuu
K. Put: ok.... esok, kite kene intensive menari taw...

Thursday....
message from K.Put, practice menari tonite..... venue: 3rd hostel, time: 5pm :)
5pm, went to 3rd hostel......
discussed about the steps.....
dancers: winnie n amir, k.put and taufiq, erna n hazim, me n ezwan
singer: k. farah

Friday.....
surgery cycle with Pichugin... dark circle around my eyes.... gosh, i looked like a raccooonnn... dang.. sleepy and super-tired.... unfortunately, Pichugin's sick.... 9.45 am went back to hostel..... later, continue my beauty sleep...... 5pm, performed: most of our lecturers were there.... obviously, all of them were 'terkesima' hehehehe..... k.farah, miming...hihihi... funny thing was russian thought dat siti's voice was k.farah's.... huhauhauahu.... nasib korg lah.... sedap kan suara Siti???


***pixies will be post it later ;)

november

its november!!!!
last night: snowing and roads are covered with snow....
went to the shop for a while with erna, its cold and the street is slippery...
best tip: walk like pingu and slow and you wont fall! hehehe
3 days in a row: watching OTH series with ryna my roomiesnon stop, stayed up and woke up late, gossiping and chit chatting plus figuring out on how not to involve in anyone's problem yet people do love to bother us with least expected and unreasonable problem.... suck aint it? so, everytime, someone told me: ey, there's something that u should know bout...... me: its better be good or else.....

other than that: i wonder, am i too mature for my age or what?????? because, it struck me when person at my age cannot figure by themselves that certain stuff must be deal in a better instead of talking bad behind people and not knowing that people at all..... huerrmmm.

MicRobioLogy!

p/s: berusaha filll :)

xx jabb-jibb-e-rr-ish xx

it's depressing to think about on how not to hurt somebody else's feelings and in fact you will hurt yourself more than others... yes, you have to figure out what kind of style, type or characteristics and you even have to classify what kind of group of that person came from...

sounds ridiculous but this is the truth.... ohhh well, this is life... (asam garam kehidupan)



now lets see: as if one of your were about to tell you of others secret; dont you ever feel like headbutted her because all of the way to tell about those dark secrets she stopped, remain silent and remind herself that she should not tell anybody about it!



other than that: you and your girlfriends were having a chat especially at the time of crisis of gossiping and she 'spice' it up (purposely) and in the end that you heard was a false story and misunderstood...



lastly:someone who intentionally hurt someone else or that person being hypersensitivity or having insecurity on everything that people saying about her... i should say that the person does have ADD (attention deficit disorder) so that everyone should be paying attention on her and she will become the 'center' of everyone (low and cheap scheme of attraction)



~~something to ponder on~~

im dead bored.... its cycle break. and afterwards, Pathoanatomy!!!! blearrgggghhhh... have to travel 40 mins to an hour to class plus i have to struggle to get into the bus (no. 17 & 2) with juniors (1st year & 2nd year) and local residents of nizhniy novgorod!
aaaaaahhhhh... soon im goin to be 20! hahaha... perhaps: older and wiser.
well, life is not as it seems, not a fantasy, u can dream and pictured everything that you want how your life can be but... it is not!!! (enough.. crapping around fil!)

I'm Bored

Raya 07

:: russia raya one day early than msia; i'd decided not to call kmpg on friday but on saturday, so, the 1st day of syawal went well.... 1st thing was berbuka puasa beramai2 wif embassy ;yess, embassy people were here, and we celebrated raya eve together.... unfortunately, i didnt went for the meeting of JPA students: BAD NEWs we cant go back home early this summer and for the other summer because we Must do our Practicals Here in RUSSSIa! huhuhuhu...
:: open house, the best part was ryna n i cooked for the whole day from petang before raya eve until pagi raya.. alhamdulillah, ramai yg datang kawan terdekat, rapat, groupmate, ex-blockmates etc..... lontong, rendang and soto plus choc cakes........
:: 2nd day, i called kampung... kak mie's n my shared sim cad with her given by abah.... talked to everyone in the house... i cried a bit!!! ngaaaa... sedey wooo... i talked to adam comelss!!! and i heard kila's voice... missing all of u... and jgn terkejot ija bole masak 30kg nasi Minyak (hehehhe, ade la lagi org yg menolong.. pandai wani assigned fil tukang masak nasi minyak, k. amy jd chef!) that night, smbutan raya wif all d malaysians... many happy faces and we finally took our very first picture of Maresmawi In Nizhny!!!! (kebetulan sume ade at one area, n others were like: poyo btul la diorg nie... asyik2 bdk lgkw!) took photo wif 4 org Kakaks... (x Blockmates) n owh, everyone wore their baju raya... fancy, glamorous, updated fashion...
:: 3rd raya, i woke up late..... didnt go to class( skip!) plus, didnt finsh study.... end up, staying in the room wif ryna... smbg study lg.... darn! i bet Dugina will be mad but still, 1st tyme ponteng niehhh (k. dayah jgn bgtau mama n abah plzzzz) summore, tgh diarrhea (its raya syndrome)

:: pixies, upload it later... :) mmmuaahxxxxx, im sooo jealous wif k.mie (she bought hp yg saye suka: N76 red in colour.. cissss)

Jinx!!!!

first, i'd spilled k. amy's whole bottle of soy sauce (it happened while i was preparing dinner for iftar). i felt soooo guilty and i' decided to give my soy sauce to her.... sorrrrry k. amy!

secondly, i'd made 2 strawberry pies; d filling was hot and looked like ready to explode, (red strawberry volcano...) i stirred it non stop and some of it 'meletup' and my middle and index finger 'jadi mangsa'.... soooo, dis raya my fingers are burnt a bit (reddish in colour)

third, i'd almost flat fell in the bathroom and my feet accidently kick the bath..... tomorrow my feet must be covered with bruises

p/s: there were lots of things of unexpected things happened which should not be mentioned... im jinxed!


::: sooooon, verrry sooon: its Syawal= EiD muBarak= Hari Raya Aidilfitri... shopppIng!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri seMua =)

dis is the picture of my room... ryna n me..... taken by ryna when i was at 3rd hostel for usrah..... only one pic can be upload, i dunno wuts the matter, my laptop gone crazy and im going to be crazy toooo... raya tyme, more pics will be upload! =)

internet, can acces thru it already!
::4 days to go for Eid Mubarak, 3rd raya in Nizhny (im jealous wif kak mimie coz she's in msia, haih i wish i can go back home for raya la.....)
::yet, abah didnt send any parcel to me dis raya due to the new regulations which totally out of questions (no need to mention, still it did pissed me off till today!) basically, my life goes well and nothing seems to be abnormal....
::living in a new room with ryna (pixies later i'll upload, digicam suda lame terperuk n maybe the lens da berabuk! dang~~)
::weekends, friday midnyte movie n enot always join us to watch the movies, usually on the other night she'll come and gossiping with us (as always!)
::the hostel, new and obviously there must be some problem with that! less hot water n more cold water, kinda hard to take bath wif cold water, way toooooooo cooooooold! till i have to blow my hair dry coz the coldness make my head ache!
::other than that, i'm away from 4 kakaks.... missed the laughter and screams tho... n maning if u're reading this jgn la buat2 terkejot pulak!!! dis raya, datang la to our room :)
::juniors, hahhahahha (evil laugh) i didnt know their names but i can recognize their new faces at anatomy department, some says that they are 'hidung tinggi' but im not so sure about it, maybe they felt insecure or trying to be independent.... well, let it be and we'll see!

p/s: my last entry, have nothing to do wif anyone. Im trying to be dramatic!

pisssssin off wif everyone... sooo f**** up!!!!!

i wish i cud disappear or at least i can be invisible (no one to notice + no one to bother + nothing to brag about + less problems wic totally nothing gotta do wif me but people keeps on blaming it on me= ignorance is a bliss)

Ignorance is a Bliss.....

and again ignorance is a Bliss...

Ignorance is a bliss.

dis my new address:

block no.3,

room no 304,

hostel no.5,

house no. 68 A,

medical street,

603104 Nizhniy Novgorod

so, to those who wanted to send me parcels, cards or duit raya: dialu-alukan :)

and for the time being, there's no internet connection, i cant go on9, check my emails & my blogs....

toodles~~~

heh!!! why everything is in RUSSIAN now?????
yup, d header n footer, size of the font, d font n etc....
maning, do change d setting (fil penin!).... adei, padahal fil yg x paham..... bukan x paham, paham la jugak tapi malas nk memahamkan (apekah?)
alryte, happy ramadhan everyone ;D
guess wut; my 1st cycle is Internal Medicine (hebat x?) still, im on the cloud 9, feeeling sooo HiGH, cant pay 100% attention in the class... n i bet my lecturer knew that im quite lost in my own Lala-land! basically, im in msia Mode, cant tune in the Russian aka study mode yet. its already 2 weeks by now, away from my family n my home... ngaaaa!!!! konon, berapi2 nk study kaw2 dis tyme, yikes, end up like d old me! yet, my groupmate had persuaded me to go back msia dis winter; been planning on our plan B to drag pathPhys cycle to other date (well, hopefully we can). either Msia or UK???
Uk?
Msia?
Uk? or
mSia?
uk?
UK?
Msia?
Msia?
Uk?
or sumwhere else for dis winter ey?
hehehhe ;)

The Prestige

Harry Potter is about wizard, sorceror and witch but The Prestige is about Magician, who tried to be like wizard.... furthermore in this movie, rivalry between 2 magicians: the Great Danton (Hugh Jackman) and the Professor (Christian Bale). Well-twisted, unexpected scenes, great sequels.... Watch d movie pleassse!!!! Hugh is such a Hottie :) and owh, Piper Perabo, Scarlett Johansen n Michael Caine also in this movie...... actually i knew about this movie when i watched Martha Stewart's prog on tv n her guest was Hugh and im happy i can watch this movie yeay!

::parcel::

ouuuhhhhhh NNNNNNNoooooooooo!!!!!!
my parcel x smpai lagi......
bilekah?????
lambatnyaaaa.....
abes la i......
da la another parcel x ble post!
i have no maggi.... nestum xde.... cadbury hot choc ponnn xde!!!!!
bile my parcel buku nak smpai?????
cepatlahhhhh......

DEntisT

:: went to Dentist, met Dr. Azizah...
:: GIgi saya soooo clean, after scaling :)
:: i havent pack my luggage yet, malas!
:: thirah, shirin n ira came n finallyi met athirah...
:: im sad coz i cant go to d gathering.

- last entry, im goin back to Russia tomorrow n im not sure when im goin to update dis blog again.

15th aug 07: milah text me n we went to mid valley.... the funny thing was,
Milah: fil jgn pegi dulu.... tunggu kite!!!!
Me: Okay! fil da smpai kat KtM.... heheheh, i br tau dat milah jarang2 naik komuter n if die nk naik ponn kene ade org lain... (lah, sorry)... so, at mid meet up wif amimah... mimah u da gemuks!!! anyhooo, gewd luck wif Pmc, all d best!!! during lunch, lah n me forced her to call bouncer (saje2 kenekan diorg 2 since ade la hidden crisis between them) farah ruhana ponn ade, i asked her to come along coz 2 years da x jumpe! she's hot now.... bouncer dtg n borak2..... petang, jimmy datang!!! yeay, 2 years jugak x jumpe, hang out at dome n dapat duduk at d sofa.... lame gile kitorg berborak....

16th aug 07: amy called n asked me for lunch un fortunately saye puase dat day!!!! end up, amy, milah, shirin n ira came to my house.... gossiping as usual.... really missed d old days.... i think its my fault coz i havent take license yet... ade lg keta sebijik kt luar tp x ble bawak ( as if i have d license ponnn mcm la abah will allow me to drive! hehehe) d funny thing is i buatkn diorg air sirap n chocs from Russia.... pity u guys if not i bole masak sphagetti meatballs :)

20th aug: milah off to US.....

20th till today: Fasting... menghabiskan 'Hutang' alhamdulillah... today is my last day.... hehehhe..... n owh my baju raya x amek lagi.... 4 nytes, i slept lambat, stayin up watchin korean series: wonderful life! Cute gile shin bi....
::: im sooo lazy tahap dewa.... malas gile nk kemas n packin.... all spices n herbs, abah da seal... n looks like i need abah's help to kemas my luggage since last year abah yg tlg susunkan!!! Cashier at giant ponnn bole tanye i kenape beli brg byk sgt!!! thank God, my mood okay if not habes la budak tue.... instead of saying: suke ati saye la nk beli brg byk mane! saye ade duit, awak ade masalah ke???? so i said: dis is my stock coz saye nak balik russia... kak dayah said dat i shud told her: owh, nie stock for gempa bumi!!! (evil laugh)
::: banner for my uni x buat lagi... d design blom buat coz i need d logo first, few suggestions for the wordings, 1st tyme i bought 1 large malaysia flag n 2 yg panjang...
::: my hair need new haircut but im sooo lazy to go out...
::: 30th aug,d nyte im goin back, ade gathering... 1st batch of sks 9, my primary school.... azyan told me bout dat.... haih, i cant go... my flight: 2245!!!! bencinyerrr.... teringin nk jumpe diorg mesti da lain!!!
::: 13 kg of parcel filled with my books, hopefully da smpai before i reach nizhny!!!!
::: well, after this im goin to be 3rd year student, beginning of Clinical years, yess its getting tougher than ever... berusaha!!!!

0900: off to DEMC to meeet Dr. Jamaludin, he's a surgeon: verrrry gewd surgeon and the first time i met him, he gave me pop quiz, but unfortunately since i havent start my clinical year yet, so i cant answered his questions at all! he's nice, he gave me extra medications n he said i have to watch food dat im havin n i think from now i have to change lil bit of my diet..... more fibres n veggies...... it can heal but it can be back again... my nIghtmare: undergo surgery!!!! yikes, God forbid.
1100: complex PkNs, brunch wif mama..... then, shopping for my baju raya, another baju raya.... yea, d kakak is verry helpful n she's gewd in promoting all baju... later, searched for tudung, spent about rm 100 on it.... hehehehehe...... bought some groceries...
1300: back home :)

fOx's Poo tale

mama called me at 9ish..... asking me to clean up d porch!!!! smarty ass fox had defecated under Abah's stream.... daymn, the smelll was unberable, flies are all over the pooo.... after i took my medication, sooo around 10 i cleaned it uP: collect the poo and wash the porch. i wonder how it can survive in a city!!!!!

Your teen celeb style is Bohemian
You're a smart, sensitive, soulful individual who probably likes standing out from the crowd. That's why you're likely to forgo current trends in favor of making your own style statements. Labels? Who needs 'em? Definitely not you. You probably like coming up with your own unique combinations of clothes (pleather pants and peasant tops?), and might haunt thrift stores or out-of-the-way shops.Britneys of the world, move over: Because of the one-of-a-kind, down-to-earth vibe you project, we think Vanessa Carlton is your celebrity style match. You may not be ready to write and record your own music (yet), but you share the star's creative approach to all you do — you, too, want to carve your own path. Your unique way of looking at the world probably makes you a fun person to talk with — and a good friend to turn to. Keep experimenting with your clothes, your hair, your interests — you're sure to come up with something great.
In life you can make your own decisions or let other people make those decisions for you. Being Above The Influence is about staying true to yourself, and not letting people pressure you into being less than you. So be yourself. Or be something less. It's your call.

What's Your Teen Celebrity Style?
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recap: 3 weeks practical

day 1: bleargggggh!!!! i hate d first day of all dat went realllly bad when the SISTER scolded me at the hallway... shieeetttt malu gila yg x terkata... cum on la, dah la 1st day suke2 ati saje marah kat org... well, since im not d type dat cry after being scolded, i raised my tone same as hers! i know its RUde, memalukan org btul la..... 1st thing dat i did: followed Dr. Gobi wherever he goes.....

day2 till d end: it went verry smooth after i'd moved to the other ward, ward 1. Dr. Guru was superb, he taught us a LOt!!! though, i havent start d clinical part yet, its a BOnus for me, real exposure n not becoming Greek when I heard all clinical words... learned d systematic way to read ECG, X-ray, set a line, proctoscopy n etc.... so, everyday after lunch: discussion wif Dr. Guru bout the topics given by him to each of us. I'd met few of Russian students: Goh (M2), Doon (M1), Haffis or penghulu (M1) n Helmi(Nizhny). at first, i thought im goin to be alone but im wrong!!! thank God, they were there together wif me....
--like us doing our attachment at the Hospital, same goes for the UKM students, 3rd year students to be precise... during lunch tyme, im not hungry so i decided to study bout asthma at the Nurses post no.2, at the next table besides me, there was a group of UKM students browsing thru a patient's history file.... i was there, listening to every single word they uttered, at one point they couldnt figure out wuts D.T means??? i knew that they wanted to ask me n discussed among them on wut they should call me.... hehehhe, kakak??? (nope, ntah2 she's younger than us) awak???.... then:
girl: excuse me... D.T stands for wut????
me: ouhhh, D.T, its dextrose test, check balik wif the nurse eh... not sure tho....
girl: umur bape?
me: 20 :)
girl: ouhh, mude dr kitorg la, thanx
me: welcum...
i told Haffis n Helmi bout it, they laughed out loud n said im keji!!!!
as for me, trying to defend myself: x kan lah, fil tibe2 nk cakanp ngan diorg, kang kate org lebey2 lak... baik tunggu smpai diorg tanye fil... bukan nk belagak tp xnk malu org kate terlebey peramah!

now, doin nothing at home... im bored ;(

my new number

0133623316

im home now!!! waaahhh, the first thing is: PANAS!!!
well, from nizhny to moscow i toook a flight by s7, its 45 mins flight n thank GOD there were about 10 of us in the flight, rhun ping n i von were there tooo.... then, all of us waited at the same waiting area, all of them chose thai airlines back to msia n only me by swiss international airlines.... huh, its sooooo borink to wait for about 6-8 hours for the next flight to zurich... im bored becoz my laptop's battery 'kong' n cant last for an hour so i cant watch any series, the book dat i brought cant entertain me!!!! lastly, i slept for 2 1/2 hours..... i von n rhun ping were watching chinese series while im sleeping n the others wathing moviess or sumthing.... all of sudden, there was a sound cumming from the renovating area... n yes, it was verrrry irritating n i cant sleep anymore.... by 4 am, im awake, walked to the check in area n the counter is not opened yet, said goodbye to them n then took my luggage went to the counter...... finally around 5 am the counter is opened... my luggage weight is : 21 kg n stuffed with chocs n 2 cartons of syrrun's cigarettes.... then, flew off to zurich n i sat at business class!!! no wonder, the seat no is sooo depan n i knew bout it already n the head stewardess told me bout the food prob, so i got the eco class food, nevermind.... 3 n half hours later, the plane landed at zurich..... mind u, the airport is soooo big, maybe lil bit bigger than klia... huhuhu, since im alone, i dun hav mood to browse n window shopping at the airport, but as far as i know, sale is ON.... lotsa stuff were on SaLe especially watches!!!! later, i went to the departure gate n met this Indonesian girl, she's nice n d Sarawakians couple... im sooo excited coz the aeroplane in MAS airbus, Heaven.... all things dat i did were eating n watching movies.... summore, the steward told me dat i can move to the middle seats if i want to sleep! hehehehe, less passengers n the plane was full wif the crew.... i think, im goin to choose this flight again to go back home!!! :)

to my rooomies......

hell yeah.... im goin back soooon!!! few hours left, 7pm will be flying from nizhny to moscow.... then, wednesday, 7 am off from moscow to zurich, transit then back to msia!!!! wehehehheuehueh, seriously, i cant wait to go back! :)) anyhooo, to my roomies: kak dila, kak amani, kak anis n kak husna, im goin to misss u guys sooooo much..... yea la, fil da nk pindahkan (sob sob) hehhehe, bout the pie base recipe, its ok fil sanggup datang ajar korg buat smpai jadi!!!! but, i'll miss budu lah... hehehhe, still, sorry since my allergy of seafood become serious till korg nk makan 'morskaya cocktail' kene sorok2 from fil... summore thank u for listening: me whining about d world, people, my life especially.... thank u for giving me d moral support whenever i need it... n sorrry if i'd ever tertengking n marah n cynical words that blurt out from my mouth! i do feel lonely without u guys nanti...... thank u for d tips n advices bout studies n wut to do n wut not to do..... halalkan makan minum saya n thank u for everything!!!! mmmmuaaaahhhhhhxxxx :)

i've been thinking a lot.... heh, no lahhh......
huerrmmm, i'd spent about 1K rub calllin homee last morning...
and as usual, its a new record for me....
i was lyke, like i care... im callin homme n not sumeone else....
yep, family goes first then others.......

nak balik!!!!!!!

me n ryna had bought d carpet for the room, but the shop will send it on monday wic is tomorrow. hihihi, later after i come back from msia, we'll be goin to shop at IKEA. lotsa stuff to buy tho n $$$$ pon kuar macam air!!!! anyhooo, i have to make a budget since i want to tour Europe wif my sis n lil bro.... loooking forward to it, have to start planning on it n discuss wif them since my hols are not same as them..... as for kak dayah, she's workin so i dun think its a big prob for her to take leave.... an, he's goin to enrol in college sooooon, i mean after SPM.... haish, nest year: 3rd Year, gettin tougher tho, sooooo really neeed to work hard this tyme.... tryin to b d studious Filzah... hehhe, i think its kinda hard for me coz im not d one who can study 24/7, in fact: I STUDIED FOR MY EXAM LAST MINUTE! exams, heh that word freak me out!

lil bit update after EXAMS

yeay!!! i'd passed my exam already... yet, those kepenatan still x hilang....
im ssooooooooo tiiirEddd now but i cant sleep.... went To MEGA wif 2 Great Companions: FArah n Wani.... yup, three of us are closed tho we r livin in the same hostel, rarely meet up only sometimes as if one of us who rajin to walk around, catching ups... dats wat we do......
huermmmm, bout d exams.... im the kind of sTudent who DRAg the eXam to another date. for Physio, im suppose to do it on 13th but i did it on 14th.... biochemsTry: 18th but i Draaaag it till today...... i doooo hate feeeling Nervous before the Exam... seriously, almost cried this morning before i go to the Biochem Department......hheeheheheh.... thank u to my rooomies for givin the moral supports n moments of changing cooking tyme n alll, mama n abah for the prayer, i knoe im such bacul n overreacted person...alhamdulillah, 2nd Year had come to an end, soooon 3rd year
bout 3G: its GeMuk, gempal & gebu...... frankly, its awful.. as for me, geBu is not gemuk n gempal, gempal is Not gemuk n gebu.... gemuK is not gebu n gempal.... i wonder whose idea is Dat!!! hhuhuhuuhh....... its Harsh! haish, i've been waiting to write bout this catchy thing but its gone lame already... yet, im not happy wif those 3 words, yep, im not one of it. Still, its way Toooo over... (emo sebentar)
movin... heh, dat room is empty... only tomorrow ryna n me are goin out to find necessary things like carpet, furnitures n electrical stuff... by the way, i bought my own measurement tape like Abah's one... wehehehe, sooo semangat to measure the room's size... hahahaha...

mmmmuahhxxxx..... cant wait to go bacccck!!! :)

exAm?

darn... the weather is sooooo gewd n best to sleep...

n im wonderin wut others r doin????

me??? im updating my blooggg again!

i knoe i shud be studyin now.... but, d thing is im loooosing my moood to study...
i dunno how n i dunno y???
called me lazzzy asss FIlzah... i think dat suits me....
haishhh... another 2 papers left: 2 of the most tough papers for this sem....
yuck!!!!! i hate those adrenaline rush by d tyme i go to the specified department for exams according to d subject.... seriously, its mind torturing... tremor n shivering.... hand in ur zacot book take d variant n sit n begin to answer those ultimate mind challenging questions wic will determine whether u really understand n studied it.... basically, the range of marks: 1-5, it does sucks when u were hoping dat u cud score for 5 but unfortunately u got 4! yep, this is the system in russsia... mind u, its TOUGH! on the other hand, the exams do rely on LUCK.... as if u are not lucky or u dun hav rezeki.... face it up n stop blaming urself unless u knew that the effort is not enuff.... GEWd luck To Me n Everyone for the UPcomin exAms!!!
besides dat, d deans had declared dat they have to limit the 5 marks for students..... (apakah???) i juz dun get it... as if they wanted to limit dat betta do the writing+practical oriented exams other than different variants for the exams n all of the students are evaluated according to their performances in CGPA.... even more betta aite????

** cut it out lahhh fil, wait n see wut will happen....

alhamdulillah... i'd passed 2 out of 4 of my examsss..
seriously, i want to go back HOME now!
okay, sumthing dats not so coool happened to me juz now:
in the Russsian class.... havin d ultimate grammar test, soooon after i'd finished, passed it up to my lecturer n she checked it srazu!!!! i was like daymnnnn.... staring at her dats i can do best while im freakinnn nervous! sumhow.... filzah! recheck ur answers, lotsa mistakes!!! darn, actually she took d other variant not my variant.... no wonder while im recheckin it..... it is not d same paper dat i got.... different questions n different answers.... feewh, i explain at her n thank God she'd realized it.... mmmuaaahhh, i luv u Anastacia :) thank u for d avtomat :D
Physiology and biochemistry are next!!!!!!

n anyhoooo, i want to write my foood wishlist while im in maLAysia:

1. pau kari ayam

2. yong tau foo

3. dim sum

4. ichiban ramen

5. cendol

6. abc

7. cakes at SEcret Recipe

8. nasi lemak mak cik at SEction 9

9. roti canai, chappati, tosei

10. hershey's choc

11. ice cream yg sedap

12. gsc popcorn

13. sambal belacan

14. lauk at kenduri :))

15. rojak

16. croissant from King's

17. bubur pulut itam

18. mama's cooking

19. starbucks

20. waaaaa... tonnes of fooood, maybe i'll update it later :D

seriously..... I want to go back hommmme NOW!!!!! huh, i wish... 3 exams to go, daymmmnnnn........ bencinyeeee saye...... kenape mesti jugak ade exam??? (ayat org tertekan)

tensed uP???

tension?????
im under presssure!!!
darn, how i wish to make a leap of it.... i hate it wen it cum!
juz go AWAY!!! yesss, it may go but depends on how u deal wif it aite???
::when im in lgkw..... i played tennis wif MR. JOhn Walll.... huahh, felt reallly gewd to hit that ball... it felt like u smacked someone straight on his face :))
:: now, i'd indulged myself into JOGGING!!! wohooo... cooolies, filzah's running along the park crazy x??? at first, i thought that i couldnt make it.... yup, i ran non-stop for 2-3 km on last friday.... crazy me but its a relief... i felt like everything that had been messing up wif my head r all gone! btw, i went jogging wif kak amani coz she's on diet... so, people who's on diet hav to exercise... kak suhaili n kak yanti were there on dat day, practically 4 of us became Jogging Partner... hihihihihi
:: chocs, sound goood dont they??? but, be prepared. u'll gain weight... sooo big no no for me since i hav to maintain my weight so dat no one can call me GEMOK when i'm back in msia...
:: yet, calling or texting mama is the best... truly, i dont like to whine at her still she's the best listener n my sisters of course
:: when jpa had bank-in some money (wth, somme??? lotsa $$$$) okay, shopping is the answer!!!! shopping is girls best friend... cant be denied but im on budget now... shopping should be put on hold first :(
:: movies.... ok la... but, i tend to feel guilty coz I'm SUppOse to BE sTUdyinGG!
:: crying??? hahahha i did it sumtyme when im reallllyyyy pressured wif everything... n PMS thingy...

5th hostel: movin in next sem wif ryna... still tonnnes of stuff to buy like fridge, tv, carpet, cermin n etc... hahahah... $$$$$ ponn kuar mcm air.. haih, how i wish $$$$ can turun like hujan!!! tadah dlm baldi then pegi SHOPPING :))

sketch: went welll, tho we didnt win, the winner deserved it lahhh... im freakinn chicken shiittt coz im sooooo want to get avtomat for russiann.... do i hav to do sumthing to ensure i'll get it???

currently: i'd became even lazierrrr coz i slept early n kinda hard to wake up tho... yikes, finals r cumming; Philosophy- 28th may 07
Physiology- 13th june 07
Biochemistry- 18th june 07

laughing my ass off while watching House Md....
darn... how pathetic i am coz i'm watching it at 4am!!!!!
now, i cant sleeep.....
but i neeeeed dat beauty sleeep....

HELP ME

FEveR+ 5th HOstel

huermmmm... okay, im havin fever ryte now and yesterday i'd finally skipped my russian intensive class EVER with Irina Mikhailovna.... thanx to my seniors for givin the strength since im sooo sick n it feels like my head is going to explode... yesss, it is soooooo irritating n i cant sleep.... yet, maybe after an hour, i fell asleep thanx to d ubat selsema dat i took wic cause drowsiness n sleepiness... hahhaha....

i've been thinking for d past 2 days, since i'd been kicked out form the 3rd hostel so next sem im goin to move to the new one, 5th hostel wic is not far away... it has strategic location: close to astanovka n BFK.... across d road there will be produkti!!!! fewh... hopefully i manage to discuss wif Mikhail Mikhailovich to get the big room on 3rd floor since me n ryna are havin massive n disastrous problems wif peeps who live in 2nd floor... (gosh, im badly want to move to the 3rd floor!)...

on monday: early in the morning around 9-ish... i was sleeping peacfully on my double decker bed..... there was a voice piercing into my ear... that was unbelievable sound coz that voice was screaming for an attention to whoever live in my block.... im d only one left....
K: devokchki!!!! devochki!!!! (verrrrry loud voice)
me: da..... (i was half awake while i went down from my bed)
K: ti spish????
me: da...
K: ti ni khochesh pereekhat v novom obshighitii???
me: (sleepy...) da.. nyet...
K: s kem???
me: maya padruga....
...... welll, d conversation goes on, i'd agreed that i will move on next sem wif ryna so, komandan told me that she'll discuss wif Mikahil Mikahilovich bout it and give me d permission......

on tuesday: komandan came again asking me to go to deans to take the ORDER, wic is d permission for me to move next sem..... either me or ryna can take that letter.... she's nice....
well, since im havin class till 7pm (russian intensive class), i cant go n dis thursday we'll be goin to take d ORDER.... plz la... bole dapat 3rd FLooor!!!!! :)

i've been kicked out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

filzah's current condition: becumming bengong yet to be add wif extreme laziness...

~study~
i knoe i shud be studying now, biochem zacot on monday while russian lang on tuesday.....
well, my russian lecturer: ms anastacia valereena, cynical, understanding wif good heart... at first, i thought dat she wud be verry strict but wif us she's kinda lenient n she's verrry gewd in dragging the conversation into smthing dat u cud imagine.... funny tho... every class on friday, all of us kept laughing n making stupid jokes till the passage wic is already memorized are vanished away from memory.... hehhehe... dats not my main points...
~move~
daymnnn, a junior text me n invite me to be her new roomies :) haish... im sooo undecided... to move or not... pity her, coz either she have to pay for the room for 4 months or she have to find a rummate... i wish i cud say yes to her but i'd already promised to ryna to move wif her.... heh... we'll see whether im moving or not, this end of semester....
~call~
well, before i went to moscow for d games, i called homme... i called d house: no one answered... i called my mom's hp: no one answered n finally i called abah's: abah answered... yeyeye.... such a long tyme didnt talked wif abah tersayang..... well, everyone was in wak bit's house coz kak kiah is goin to marry.... hihihi... im missin all of them... by the tyme i chit chat wif kak kiah, she's verrry happy, congrats to u... ur baju kawen in peach... its schweeet!
~crave~
im craving for pau kari ayam... sooo, since im goin to arrive at klia in the morning... hopefully can persuade abah to drop by at any restaurant to buy dat pau... n owh: i miss nasi lemak makcik at sek.9....
~shopping~
im planning for a tour around europe next summer...insyallah... other than that, since im goin to tour obviously im on budget... hell no... i hate those words la... my mode of shopping is practically switched off n i dunno how to turn it on back!!!! i knoe those who knows me is in shocked since i think im such pain in the a** when it cums to shopping.... pusing sane sini... masuk n kluar... jalan ke hulu hilir smpai tercabot kaki... hehehe

HiGh!

lil bit update...
back from moscow games...
not dat cool tho...
can feel d emptinesss.... met few of my fwens.... chitchatting.... bla bla bla....
bout d games......... handball girls: bronze, handball guys: silver, B-ball guys n girls : 4th!!! volleyball girls: silver, volleyball guys: gold yg hendak dishare wif kuRsk (apekah?) takraw: x ingat!
darn... im soooo x puas hati... amatttt gerammm!!! especially for B-ball....
but wut to do.... best advice ever: make up ur own rules so that you can win :)
evil x??? but, dats d way..... still, maybe next year: Nizhny goin to be the hOst!
haish... i feel like to sponsor sumthing... maybe banner kots??? bole x???
hihiihihi.....
ok... other thing is: kak dayah sent me an email wic is zipped folder of my mum's choices of cushion cover... ma, u r soooooo rambang mata till ija hav to comment on it.... as long as d color blends well wif d curtain its fine by me.... owh tidak, x sabar nk balik!!!!
alryte, i hav to stop now (im high by now, one pill of paracetamol + ubat batuk)
till then...

aish.... should i move to new hostel or not???

or should i wait until i'll get kicked out from these hostel???
wonderin....

should i or should not????

damn, i hate this...

n im sooo lazy to ask the zam.direktora about it....

move or not???

hoih....

is it true that next sem... 3 peeps cant live together in one room????

true or not???

hav to ask d komandan....

ouh komandan cepatlah balikkk from uzbekistan!!!!

IriNa BreaK

lalallalalallalalalla.....
coool x... i ran away from irina's excursion at the russian Cultural village.....
at first, i was like freaking chicken shit to escape...
but, since my hand and feet started to become numb....
the first act was accomplished: i sat on a bench wif few other students.... shivering and olga approached and chitchattting wif us..... me wif red face and obviously she knew that im cold.... she told me to gO BaCk!!!! (yipppe.....)
but, as i start my pace to reach the post guard up to the hill, my beloved russian Intensive teacher asked us to join them playing.... fufufufuufufufuuf..... stop for a while and then as the circle goes round and round and she cant see us, malini and i were sprinting to the post guard... than, others who wanted to follow become jealous and purposely called me to stop...
like i care... i continue to run.... hahahhaha.....
well, before that Olga told me to take bus no.28 (easier and faster to reach hostel since im cold)... while waiting few escapees joined malini, XB, saMirtha and me... FYI, all d escapees are seniors especially 2nd year students except Adli.......
walk a lil bit then take the bus and walk back to the hostel....
mission accomplished and i bet all the teachers noticed that we were gone....
huhuuhuhu :)

*WIFE VS. HUSBAND*

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.An earlier discussion had led to an argument andneither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?""Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."
(hohoohoh.... dis is verrrrry sarcastic!)

*WORDS*

A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use aday...30,000 to a man's 15,000.The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everythingto men...The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?"
(yep, dis is soooo....hooooo TRUE)

*CREATION*

A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain.God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!
(darn... the answers are undeniable!!!!)

*The Silent Treatment*

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment.Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wakehimat 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote o n a piece of paper,"Please wake me at 5:00 AM ." He left it where he knew she would find it.The next morning, the man woke up, only y to discover it was 9:00 AM and hehad missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him,
(ouh yessss, dis is d best.. pity d husband)

to all women in the world... lets laugh out loud :) i laughed till the end of the jokes... thanx to amy for email it

mmmmuahhhh

brain.ass or brainiac????

alryte... im blogging now....

i'd finished all the 'doh' : mixture of mash, fried potato with mash, fried sausage n 2 beaten eggs n daun sup.... yessss, im preparing for begedil since my groupies are havin extravagant dinner together.... im tired n i smelled like sausage already yet im soooo lazy to take my bath coz its 2.30 am now!

haih.....

kak husna asking bout wut kind of specialist she will be in 6-10 years tyme???

hohooho.... long way of journey babes, but it's not dat long... dermatology: go for it :)

one more thing: do all doctors remember their patients name???

or simply call their patient according to their diseases or particularly by giving them such a unique nickname that will be easier for them to remember other than memorizing their names??? also this problem goes to the lecturers and even ur own friends or yourself.....

hah??? are you one of them?

a) u can remember the face and the name

b) u can remember the name but not the face

c) u can remember the face but not the name

d) none, not the name and not the face

choose only one of the answers.... and i know im not dat gewd in remembering neither the face nor the name.... oiyoyoi.... im dat kind of person... do forgive me if i cant remember who you are and when we meet sumwhere like in the shopping mall or cafe or street or any kenduri... sorry, im kinda bad at this... sorry, if i say: wut's ur name or sorry have we ever met before this??? currently, i can remember students in Nizhny Novgorod but who knows in 10 years tyme maybe i'd already forgotten everyone's name... hihihi.......

money: it does matter...

i'd realized dat my ticket RM 4000 shoooooooooot, its 2 months or 2 1/2 months expenses....

darn, no wonder mama offer to bank-in some $$$$ for me.....

chaching!!!!

eheh...big no, no fil....

during hols tyme at uk, u shud consider dat mama already gave u sum $$$$

darn, butenye my eyes smpai 800 euro ponnn da x bley convert....

buta big tyme lah....

i shud be careful next tyme...

but im sooooo loookin forward to stop at Zurich!

can buy watch, chocs n etc etc...

hehehhehhe.....

happpy me but im almost broke...

yikes!!!

p/s: anyone who is readin dis, im glad if u wanted to cash in sum money for me :)

mmmuuaahhhhhh

" guys love the eyes, girls love to listen"

this is one out of millions of russian proverbs....

im writing bout it coz i cant write the whole essay of it in russian class. plus, d sarcastic n d face of annoyance dat i can see from my lecturer...

to have crush on sumone, dats easy. to like sumone, dats easy tooo but to love someone verrry deeply? who knows, how could it be dat easy???? once, when a guy meet a girl for d first tyme; approach her, say hi or give the best smile dat he has.....then, when a guy loves a girl, he will praise everything about the girl ..... this may sound silly, but all those things are enough to make the girl's heart melts and she will be flattered with that..... writing a poem, sing a song for her to tell the world how beautiful she is...its even more than it should be described how the love will grow between both them! n its true dat "guys loves the eyes, girls love to listen" i might be sound dat im shallow but this is wut i learn from others.... puppy love or falling in love from the first sight or first love etc.... cherish d love dat you have.... <3

blearrggghhhh... wut in the world i picked dis proverbs in the first place... damn hard to prove it... dang!!!!

chitchatting wif mama :)

mama....
i misss u soooo much...
eheh, tho i'd just called her in the afternoon....
cooliessss... hopefully i can play tennies back!
me: ma, ija nak main balik tennis bole x?
mama: hah? kenape ija da gemokk ke?
me: mane ade gemuk... xde mmg nak main balik tennis.. ade senior pon nk main jugak..
da ade partner nk main senang bole la carik court kat nizhny kitorg pon main la lagi...
mama: maybe kat SUK tue ade la court, tp mama x sure la nanti tanye Cik Doc (she's my mother younger sis)
me: ok, jgn lupe taw... ade trainer skali pon xpe.. ija sanggup bayar.. hehhehe
me: ija da x gemok da... berat pon below 50..
mama: below 50? so sume baju da longar2 la??
me: haah, da longar jugak...
mama: bile nk pg practical nk kene pakai bj kurung???
me: eeee... x mo la pakai bj kurung... panas la ma... nk pakai seluar... nanti mama tlg check kan pants kak mie yg die tinggalkan, ija bole pakai die punyer....
mama: ok la, nanti mama check dlm almari die...
and so, the talks go on and on....
haih, im soooo want to go back now...
misssing homme...
missing abah, mama, kak dayah n an plus kak mie di UK

Russian Intensive Class

2nd year 2nd sem... still we have weekly intensive class for russian. i bet, d mission is to widen our knowledge about russian language. basically. we have a number of dedicated russian lang lecturers to teach us....
well, as we all know, the most dedicated one is my own lecturer... Irina Mikhailovna
i cant deny dat she is a verrry gewd lecturer. yes, she is!!! every class, we will start with our news... d news it can be anything dat we wanted to tell to our classmates... hell yeah, u can crap out anything.....
but, im kinda upset when she asked me about height of a basketball player???
haih... am i dat short ma'm???
sooo, here she goes:
IM: filzah, as i know a basketball player should be tall???
me: dang!!! (haish, ape la aku nk jawab) spontaneously... ehmmm, if we really want to play, of course we can... height is not a big deal...
p/s: dis conversation is translated from russian to english
phew..... im proud of myself coz i can stand up for myself... ehhehehe
furthermore, our class usually last for 3 HOurs...
can u believe dat????
damn, its verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry looooooooooooong ...........
first half classss... u can seee a happpy made faces from us....
2nd half.... all d 8 of us will make such tired, sleepy head faces...
me tend to not paying attention to her...
i will questioned her back for every question she asked me with blurrry face!
i know i shouldnt do dat but...
im tired...
indeed, shes a verry patience woman....
mark my words, dun mess wif her...
once u did, u will regret it....
darn, to get avtomat we have to make a play...
wic story dat is suitable to make a play???
still in progressed!!! ;)

ahahhha...
regardin to my last post...
i bought already my flight ticket to msia
27 jun 07: back to msia... estimated time 0605+1....
owhhh yeah, dis tyme im goin back by swiss airlines...
domoedova to zurich
then zurich to kuala lumpur...
cant wait for it seriously......
well, i went to the travel agency situated at the back of evropa wif kak amani on last wednesday (i skipped my microb lecture n at least i did sumthing wic is booked d ticket flight)... process of booking the ticket was bout 30 minutes.... definitely, im in awe ngehehhee, coz i tot it would take at least an hour.....
immm sooo happy, by d tyme d lady make a copy of my itenarary...
so, may be by next week i will get d ticket.... ;))
huhuhu.. nak balik..nak balik... nak balik....
my list of wut to do in msia:
1)practical at kmpg
2) search for a trainer or at least a tennis court to play
3)shoppinggg
4)watchin moviessss
5)collecting new season for oth
6)buy books precisely med boooks
7)enjoyin my hols
8) meeet up wif my cousins, nieces n nephews
9)spend my tyme wif my family
10)being amah at home.... hahhahaha
--- im updatin this coz im bored n im lazy to study biochem... ehhe---

.....hommme, ticket, tenisss etc.....

huhuuhuuu, home sweeet home...
yikes!!!! im misssin home soooo much... wish i cud fly back home ryte now :(
seriously, i think im crazy coz most of my friends had confirmed their tickets flight...
but me???? i havent boooked it yet!!!
damn, dis saturday... i hav to go to the travel agency and buy it teros.....
26th june 07.... insyaaallah i'll be back to msia
1st july..... im goin to start my practical at d hospital, precisely at kampong but i think it shud be okay coz my clinical knowledge its totally 1% or some sort of it, nonetheless, im goin to be nurse this tyme, yxod la kannnn... hehehehe....
my plan durin this hols: playin tennis.... hopefully, i can manage to find a court and a trainer.... hahahaha, bayar ponnn xpe, saye suda kempunan mau main balik tenis!
im sooo desperate.... i want to go shopping but my budget is already gettin tighter than ever coz i hav to save some of my money for my next year planning to tour :) hehehehe.... europe will be the next target! im writin this for the sake of myself to keep this blog alive since i had become lazy to update it.... besides that, im not so enjoyin myself n i dunno why????
maybe its just Hangat-hangat tahi ayam thingy....
yups, MSA plan 0f 2008: to host d MSian GAmes, will it be or not?
d nizhnians will decide....
MAple, hehehe its Jimeme Kopitiam... coolieeesss, kinda mamak style but d owner or owners is chinese from the 4th floor.... considered as weekly event in d 3rd hostel residence.... lepak for a while malam2....
alryte, its almost 2am thanx to parmalat capuccino,i cant sleeep now.....
later.......

Blogthings - Would You Be a Cool Parent?

Blogthings - Would You Be a Cool Parent?

teheehe.... since tomorrow is a holiday, i hav nothin to do besides studyin physio, microb n all, i'd decided to update my blog... click on the links.... that's my result on how cool i can be as parent...
hahahhaha verrry funny n thanx to pali yati he's d one who came up with the marriage thingy...
first cepumas question: wey, ko da kawen ke???
me: dude, im way toooo young!!!
pali: heh? 20 still young...
me: yupsss
pali: looks like we hav different perspective
monolog dalaman, yesss pali we do... hehehhe, since im dat kinda person who think more about career....

to all women out there: HappY women's Day

today is monday

monday...

yess, today is monday haish!!!!

how i wish today is saturday or sunday....

i wish it will forever be sunday...

so that i can go shopping...

i can sleep all day long

i can watch movies non stop....

i wish n i keep on wishIng....

tyme pass by n it waits for no man....

tomorrow its tuesday...

then the next day is wedneday...

then it will be thursday, n owhhh its d women's day

owh yeah, its d holiday...

hehehhe....

i hate being this lazy bump...

im thinking on how to get it back together to my initial state wic means dat so called FilZah d studious one...

im reminiscing on how CEkaL i can be during the last sem preparin myself for anatomy n Histology....

im agreed wif wut BIn said durin biochem class: haiya, wiff all those collection movies dat we hav now, how r we goin to study??? coz it keeps callin us to watch.....;P

for now, call me laZy ass n i wouldnt care bout it....

basketball or handball: i wish i cud play both game...

either two or only one...

damn, im not dat fit no more!

hipocracy... it does exist in dis world, hipocrite??? yesss, of course everyone had been one.
i do n i did it. pretending to like or to be like.... say smthg is nice yet it is not...smile while u r not in d best of mood... laugh out loud tho u r not happy....
it does sucks, dont ya think that???
livin in denial.... way toooo much!!!!
im thinkin about it... no conclusion to be made....
im not dat depressed but i felt im losin smthg...... i hate to say this but this is d truth... the thing dat's im goin to lose im not sure wut is it???
im losin it..... god forbid, i cant imagine if im losin my insanity...... im goin to be crazy! wacko filpill....
hahahaha... dat is d intro: i dun hav nothin to write.... its been a while i havent update my blog...
i misss my blog plus, im busy thinkin wic airlines i shud take to go back home....
i miss msia, i miss my home....
anyhooo, d 4th sem out of 12th sem of studyin medicine is the HONEYMOON tyme..
yeah baby, honeymoon.... not much to study anyway...
but still, 4 subjects for exams.....
physiology, biochemistry, philosophy n russian lang

d 1st wiNter bReak

::birmingham::london::manchester::
so, my winter break was splendid coz:
1) fully supported by Mama n Kak mIe
2) shoppin till im bored
3) woke up any tyme dat i want
4) can stay outside not only during d day BUT at NYte also!
5) i ate Ramen, kueh teow, nanDo's n etc ( those food dat i cant find in RuSSia)
6) watched TV non stop....
well, 1st day: 1/2/07
departed from sheremetova 2 to london heathrow, its 4 h flight....
then, off straight to birmingham.....
birmingham:
nice place to live.... serene, canal??? lots of it, verrrry nice.....
but 1 thing dat i like is..... i can memorize the streets kt sane already... i mean from my sis house to bullring!!! yessss, so its like everyday i went to d pallasades n bullring....
manchester:
cool place..... thanx to ikmal for teman me to old trafford n all, mal, thanx for all okies... mizz ya tonz!
london:
hah! dis place, simply best! walk here n there wif kak mie......
oxford st: wohooooo, millions of people, trust me..... seriously lots of peeps
bond st: hhehehe, dis st byk kedai halal!
knightsbridge: harrods!!!!
covent garden: ehhehe, lots of shops..... but d most, 1st shop dat both of us notice is GUESS.....
but, we didnt buy anything from it coz in msia ponnn ade.... end up shopping in nine west since in msia d price kinda expensive compared herrre.....
shopping, im luvin it!
last day: 9/2/07
back from london heathrow to sheremetova 2....
my luggage was full wif all those stuff dat i bought...
darn, im flattered wif d guy i met in the train to watford junction... so cute! hehehhe :)

talk about anatomy......

gewd morning!!!
haish, i woke up at 0710 lyke dat...
awal kann... alhamdulillah, solat subuh then menghadap laptop lah kerja saye....
im bored nothin to do...
no new series n movies to watch....
10 o clock... out from my room to the library ( 2 libraries actually), later to the deans...
hoih, i hate this part...
saye benci menunggu!!!!
tp x pe.... since im goin to uk...
i guess its worth for it...
n i had discovered dat...
i can be verrrry blur person durin exam tyme n lumpy...
especially 2-3 days before it...
there was once umang was asking me to show him the fibroblast from the slide n i was lyke... wut??? i cant understand him... sooo, wani help me to translate it.... damn, i wonder how it could happen... toooo much readin plus tension, maybe???
later, before anatomy final, adli text me tellin me dat he bought the train ticket on 31st on the morning, i simply telling him dat we couldnt make it to d airport coz we'll arrive at moscow an hour before our flight.... shooottt!!! d ticket on 31st early in the morning n we r goin to be arrived on 31st morning also but on different tyme, like 1130....
stupid, date n day ponn i cant differentiate it.... rase amattt bodoh n hopelessss
sooo i apologized to him n thanked him for make it crystal clear for me..... uhuhuhu... i bet, everyone noticed my blurnesss n lumpynesss ini....
BenGONg!!!
yesterday, was d day: Final Exams on Anatomy...
fewh, Andre was my examiner.... shame on me... intercostal space ponn x bole nk kire apetah lagi the lines for the thoracic cage.... first i mistakenly saying dat apex cordis was on the 8th intercostal space... ngokngek... its 5th intercostal space.... bawah gile jantung itewww, later, i kate its on parasternal line... darn, 1 more mistake its on linea medioclavicularis.... rase amatt bengong cozz all d lines ponn i da x reti nak tgk..... soooo, d complete answer is... on the 5th intercostal space from linea medioclavicularis.... owh yeah, im freakinnn chicken shit lahhh in the exams hall... keepin on sayin sorry to Andre... thank God he's verrrry understanding man, he knew dat im freakin nervous..... i luv u sir, for givin me 5... eheh... wiff d all tersasul jawapan.... only dat part, others i can answer it perfectly...
well, 2nd question about teeth.... uhuhuh, i was lyke.... haish.. all of sudden, naseb baek bole recall all the facies....
last question, muscles of forearm.... hhuhuhuhu, our hand hav lots of muscles, salah tgk origin n insertion... salah la ur muscle itewww nanti....
btw, Andre was laughing allll d tyme while listening to my answers.... verry patient man.... so, people who r havin final today: gewd luck n relax... not worth to be nervous lahhh... keep it cool, answer all d question then explain.... ;)
durin preparat test, i accidentally hold a nerve n said its d artery...... i dunno how did it happen... verry carelessss..... i hate myself when im nervous!!!
well, i think dis blog kinda tribute of anatomy... since its d end of tyme studyin dis subject n every subjects will be related to it... Thank u to All d lecTurers....