feline...

:: gaby n ocean yg gedix sleeping on my table while im trying hard to focus on my operative surgery::

:: rufus terjage.. pity him x leyh nk join ocean sekali... sorry... meja saye amat penoh ngan notes!!!::


sooo...
yesterday kak dilla asked me bout raya dis year...
honestly: its hambaR!!!
i dunno why??? homesick kowt and almost cried (owh tidak, saye da nanges da ponnn) while talking on the phone with my mom and aunts...
thank God x denga suare Adam!!! for sure, sedey gile babs...
anyhoo, yesterday smbutan raya with all malaysians...
end up waiting for erna n wani in my old room with my seniors...
berjaye juge met up with the Langkawi juniors (4 org je pown.. ohh well, at least ade lg lGkw legacy)
*pixies will be uploaded later...

owh yeah, saye jatuh hati pada COACH new design... still deciding to buy it oR not to buy!! hurmpphhh...

tagged again by toeik

Starting time : 2106

Name : FilzaH nUr @ fil/ fillpill
Sisters : 2
Brothers : 1
Shoe size :7or 7.5 (besar x??? blame the genetics!!!) n depends on the brand and d design also ;P
Height : last time measured.. 1.6 m
Where do you live : NN- Nizhny Novgorod, Russia

Have you ever Been on a plane : yep, lotsa times

Swam in the ocean : yep

Fallen asleep at school : depends on the teacher... as if toooo sleeeepy tido jerrr... but, as always saye jadi tukang kejot my deskmate- jimmY

Broken someone’s heart :maybe

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : ouh yeahhh

Saved e-mails : some of it... but now, stupid spams flooded my emails!!!!

What is your room like : carpet, pastel color... curtain, retro like, bed- kotak2...

What’s right beside you : on my right: my bed... on my left: printer

What is the last thing you ate : msian hari raya food...

Ever had Chicken pox : yep, once

Sore throat : yep

Sticthes: yep, once... main lari2 at babysitter house and ram the door!!! :)) (i knoe, saye amat nakal!)

Broken nose : nope

Do you Believe in love at first sight : huerrrmmmm?????

Like picnics : not dat bad...


Who are the person you last dance with: ?

Last made you smile : ryna's kitten

You last yelled at : ryna's kitten n gaby.... (they ate my salad)

Today did you Talk to someone you like: nope....

Kissed anyone : yep, my nephew

Get sick : definitely....

Talk to an ex : maybe....

Miss someone : definitely!!!

Who do you really hate: really hate??? irritated ade kowt...

Do you like your hand-writing : n0t exactly!!!!

Are your toe nails painted : nope

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : my sisters... coz they have bed... i dun!!! i ade matress jerrrr... (sedey x... reason: i balik 2 months saje kat msia)

What color shirt are you wearing now : dark red (kak mie's present from barcelona)

Are you a friendly person : not dat friendly...

Do you have any pets : nope...

Do you sleep with the TV on : owh yeah...

What are you doing right now : answering dis taggy-maggy

Can you handle the truth :yep... truth does hurts!!!

Are you closer to your mother or father : mama... now, abah pon da ok :)

Do you eat healthy : yep....

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : x..

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: depends... but, ice cream or chocs will help a lot!

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : most of the time, i'm a quite person.. teheee~~

Are you confident : aha...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1.story- telling competition
2.figuring how i can be like my eldest sister...
3.sum sort of teacher's pet
4.hanging out with my fwens
5.day dreaming...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1.a part of it will go to mom n dad
2.bakery
3. travel
4.goyang kaki
5. open a company with my sibs

5 of my bad habits
1.procrastinating
2.mood swing..
3. too kind sumtymes
4. wasting my money
5. beli kasut.. tp x pakai or once or twice saje pakai :)

5 places I am living in
1.born and raised in Shah alam
2. 5 years in Langkawi (secondary school)
3.almost 4 years in Nizhny Novgorod, Russia

3 tmpat saje...

you’ve been tagged
1.ryna
2. maning
3. amir


time finished: 2141

muffins ku

alryte.. referring to the tagging-magging questions...
saye mmg nak ade bakery!!!
ouh yeah... keep on wishing la fil oyhhh...
hahahah...
yesterday i baked 3 batches of muffins= 18 pieces
i knoe... gile x..
gara2 amir, terdengar mase kat produkti... (amir, dun worry saye ikhlas!!)
sooo fil suda berjanji sama die n dah pon memberikan muffin itew kepadanye.... (3 bijik jeh)
well, as usual the first batch was not tHe Best...
first trial, obviously i have to experiment the correct temperature, timing and what not...
sooo, it became not as the perfect type as i wanted...
the next batches were fine.... (fine because i have not tasted it yet, Hurmmmppphhh!)
thank gOd my usrahmates love it!!! (hooorayyyyy ;P)
anyhoo, just now i had continued baking the batter kept in the fridge...
if not, confirm2 bantat!!!
hehehehuehueehuhehe...
as always, erna is my lab rat... eversince she had her menses la kannnn
if she said ok, so it is fine by me ;)
and the final one: those two... it had turned up to be my NEGRO muffins...
~toodles~

p/s: im going out with erna to McD, craving for McD teheeee
picture will be posted later...

tagged!!!!
dang, it has been along time (toiek punye keje)

soklan 1st:
SENARAIKAN 5 BENDA/HADIAH YANG ANDA INGIN..
1. duit raya extra this tyme bole x????
2. bakery
3. flight ticket to anywhere in d world preferably msia la kannn
4. twin
5. a chef

soklan 2nd:
ALASAN UNTUK PERKARA TERSEBUT..
1. no specific reason, rindula nk raya kt msia
2. i love to eat pastries n cakes
3. im'm homesick now, jealous with my sister cos she'll be back in msia this sunday
4. if im too lazy to go to class or lecture, she can replace me
5. malas nak masak

s0klan 3rd:
IMPRESI TERHADAP ORANG YANG DIMINATI..
huwahh... i dunno.. ade ke org yg saye minat sekarang nie????? :P


s0klan 4th:
5 PERKARA YANG DIBENCI..
1. ADD
2. nenas
3. kene tipu
4. kene himpit dlm bas mcm sardin dlm tin
5. last minute kerja, org pass dekat fil


s0klan 8th:
KALAU ADE DWET BYK...
1. bg kat parents
2. travelling
3. buat business sndiri ( i nk bukak bakery if x jadi doctor... hehehe)
4. shopping sakan x ingat dunia :)

s0klan 9th:
LAGU YANG SELALU DIDENGAR TANPA RASE MUAK..
thanx to toiek, fil da jumpe lagu kesukaan.... viva la vida by coldplay :D


s0klan 10th aka s0klan terakhir:
RAKAN2 BLOGGING YANG KAMU INGIN TAG..
1. azryna jaid
2. amir
3. ainaa ismail

p/s: not, da wat dah.... hehehehehehehheh
ouh yeah, junior br, selamat dtg ke bumi nizhny ini :))

ahah.... im having hygiene now.........
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh :(

okay...
let me tell you something funny that had happened to my younger brother...
An, sorry i have to tell this story, cos i do remember your facial expression at that time....
muaahahahhahahahha

A: Ija, ko perasan x td around 10 aku balik umah????
F: heh???? xdenga pown bunyi bising2..... (i tgh busy memasak kat dapur)
A: ko da bgn blom mase tue???
F: (cess, mentang2 la i slalu bgn lmbat... yea la mane ade keje... so bgn la lmbat).... ija tgh sebok2 kutip bj kat atas nk cuci lah.... asal???
A: bongok btol la weh... ade org curik kasut aku!!!!! @*%*&^^ggdsf betol!!!!
F: habes tue, ko naik motor balik pakai ape????
A: stokin je lahhh... habes tue nak pakai ape lg!!!! (muke An mcm muke nk pecah)
F: (smbil menahan gelak... ok, i x smpai hati nk gelak la kannnn) lorrrrrr.... ko tau x sape yg curik???
A: mane nk tau... cgu lak kurang asam gile, aku mntk tlg carikkan... die kate kerajaan ade ke bayar gaji die suro carik kasut aku!!!! bongok gile......
F: habes tue canne nie...
A: aku suro kawan ngan junior2 aku carikkan tp kitorg suspect sorg junior nie... kene gantung skola... tibe2 ade lak arinie... cm confem je die yg amek...

few days later, An pon da bli kasut skola yg baru....

A: sah, bdk tue yg amek... rase cm nak g tumbok je muke die...
F: weh, ko jgn wat hal... da la nk SPM... biar je la, tp cgu ko tue ko kenekan die blk x?????
A: ala, next time suro aku msk lagi bilik bahasa tue... aku nk bwk msk kasut aku letak atas kerusi.... lantak lah die nk kate ape... ingat senang ke nk carik kasut size kaki besar2 cm aku nie???
F: hahahahahha... xpe2, next time ko g gantung kasut cgu kat tiang bendera!!! muahahahahahahah
A; x payah... malas nk layan cgu tue...
F: chill ah, next time die bising2 lg, meh ija jumpe die...... dah la, ko jgn bising2 depan abah... x pasal je lg ko kene marah free2...

hehheheh, there were soooo many things had happened at home while i was on hols... he's big in size far moooorreeee taller n bigger than me... hhuhuhuhuu, AN gewd luck in your SPM and our 'bet' is on... mmmuaaaahhhxxxx :P

1 cycle down! 9 more to go plus 3 exams

hoooraaaaayyyyy!!!!!
final class of surgery, still i forgot to bring my zachot book!!!!
i'd been bombarded by Ledaev today about my patient's treatment plan...
heck... i almost chocked...
thank God, i'd managed to answer his questions.....
relentlessly, he loves to make us to have doubt bout our answers...
plus his cynical comments....

L: what type of treatment plan for your patient????
F: palliative treatment....
L: are you sure????? (with his cynical and evilish look)
F: silent.... yeah!
L: explain to me bout the radical, palliative surgery for oncological patients????
F: daymn... kenape la byk sgtt die tanye niehhhh... naik sempot saye menjawab!!! haishhhh...


owh well, i do notice that he does not really understand what i was saying bout the differences of mechanical jaundice in patient with gallstones and pancreatic cancer...
i did mention my answer to him earlier about the pain and the time of progression of the obstruction (either slower or faster) but he wont listen to it!!! i did mentioned about it already...
afterall, only one word he wanted: it is the time of the development of the jaundice... ish... lecturers, all of them have confusing questions and it seems like they really wanted to hear the KEYWORD... yikes!!!!