double yeay!!!

me behind the piggy face

ouh yeah, i am officially on holidays now :))

good news, all tickets are settle and cannot wait to go back home, alhamdulillah!

my voice is back! :)

i am voiceless now!

walk.stop.stare.smile :))

This is my study table :) (messy aite?)

hello
well, it is been a while. actually i had finished my Gynecology exam last 3 weeks. I am currently busy settling certificate translation for my degree and indeed, they are all money suckers. Most likely to be broke for a while and hopefully i can buy my flight ticket by next week. Professor, please be kind to all of us (hopefully, he will agree to give us zachut earlier :)
ouh yea, i am still watching Queen Seon Deok (saegeuk). 62 episodes as a whole. crazy eyh!

happy birthday to me :)

yes, it its 21st november meaning i am now 23 years old now,

hueheuheuhe

so, here it goes my final PJ's birthday party!

for the last 5 years, all that i can remember that my birthday party=pajamas party

no worries i am loving it,

the first was with my seniors at 3rd hostel (mc la, mc anis, manim & husna)

they did manage to pull a prank on me, forcing me to wake up so that they can watch movie with me

but actually, they were all set with the birthday cake and food,

GOD, really missing you guys heaps, (to 2 of them soon to be mommy, take care of yourself and the other 2, when will be your turn to be preggie? eh!)

the next 3 years, ryna, xb, wani and erna celebrated my birhday,

last night, ryna, wani, xb and the juniors; atikah, che ten, farah, izzah, aqila and nabila were here :)

 and of course ryna is the main event manager for last night

xb, the cake and wani, the drinks and chips...

but as usual, i fell asleep before 12 pm (hahahha ;P)

i did not do it on purpose but, i fell asleeps soon after i took PCM,

i am having massive headache after i ate curry mutton! ( well, i do not know what is wrong with me but, yes i have headache after i ate mutton)

after 12pm, they woke me up while singing the birthday song,

well, last night they asked me about my happy memories in NN,

i cannot answer it, yes, it takes time to recall it but of course, this is one of my HAPPY MOMENT,

final birthday celebration with friends here in NN.

bitter memories, i do not want to tell about it here but at least some of it you guys knew about it already,

to:

Ryna, Wani, XB, Atikah, Che Ten, Farah, Izzah, Nabila and Aqila

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

 p/s: i will continue to write in my blog soon after my exam end :)

it is november,
and i am getting old!!!

pole & bad mojo

yeay

it is saturday night!!!!

meaning, no reading books session.

alright, now i am having internal medicine a.k.a therapy rotation, but currently, posting for occupational disease for 6 days (4 days left for it), the class???

i am dying inside the class because the lecturer talked non-stop,

almost fall asleep while listening to him,

and i am not sure whether he is talking or whispering,

better still other groups said he had cute eyebrows (yep, later i will snap a picture of him)

doinksss~~~

yesterday, i had EPC (extra-practical class) for surgery, it is the second class but as for me it is the first since i missed the first class on last week,

well, a pole on the side street almost knocked me down last night while walking to the bus station in Minina Square,

i was too shocked until i cannot scream but wani helped me with her scream from behind,

thank GOD that frigging pole did not hit my head directly,

if not, i will not be writing this blog as for now,

that pole hit my bag and my back,

and i am not sure my back pain is due to that pole hitting me or because my school bag is heavy, 

hopefully, the pain will be gone by this weekend.

p/s: dearest kak dayah, happy birthday! be patient about your car, i guess both of us are having bad mojo this week! haih!

hello...
well, i guess this blog is in such a mess!!! (because i have not update this blog for so long)
hooray :))
now, i am 6th Year Med student, (i have never imagine about this) ^ ^
it was a long way back then yet, i do have a LONG way to go
well, who will be carving your path other than you yourself!

actually, i have been wanting to write about this for so long, so, here it goes,
money comes and goes,
love comes and goes,
friends too come and go right?
do not get me wrong, i am not having any crisis/friction with anyone!
friends for benefit, becoming closer with person for their own sake...
then, when target is already achieved, fly away to someone else repeating the same cycle,
that old friend of yours, you had ditched him/ her,
even hello or hi never utter from your mouth,
to make the situation worsen, you are making that face as greeting to that person,
have you ever think about to make the friendship at least in a good condition,
stop, do things that you had been doing,
hopefully you will realize this soon enough before you regret and trying to repent all things that you had done!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

NN

wow, i am back here in NN (not that happy)
tired because: busy cleaning up my room, my block, the balcony with my roommate!
well, the first rotation: gynecology (exam at the end of the cycle)
p/s: cannot wait for Raya but bitter Raya-ing without my family!

bitter

darn~~~
i am going backto NN soon,
(malas)
is it possible to transfer my credit here? (dream on!)
heh, went out for the whole day:
bought 1 year stock of Skinfood products, i bet the S.A was shocked by the time i ordered everything in 2 sets!
(hahaha, until i received the second loyalty programme card with lots of free samples)
and now, this is beyond normal because i am having insomnia for the whole week :(
better still i am hunting for the food that i could not find in NN!  

happy ramadhan everyone!!!

last night went for tarawikh at surau section 13 (nearby my house)

it was packed, with people (plus the kids)

ouh well, we shall see after 3 days, 

maybe the attendees might be decreasing!

hohhohoh :)

p/s: i am still indecisive to buy it or not! haih~~~

bungee jumping! (i want)

:))
well, well...
i am on my summer holiday!
kekeke...
so far, what i have done?
nothing much...
lazing around (what else!)
shopping?
not in the mood because currently i am deciding to buy LEICA d-lux4
huehueheuheue...
yesterday?
went to saloon with my little brother for double treatment (scalp and hair) and also haircut,
then, at noon followed our parent to Sri Muda to clean up the house (for the new tenants/buyer)
fyi, that house was a shipwrecked (yelp)
with Abang Man's family we made it through! :)

to my friends out there, enjoy your holidays and have a blast!


p/s: i have no idea to write, if there is any interesting event(s) happened i will write it here. thank you for visiting or blog hopping yea! xoxo :P

ahoy!!!
heheh, it's been a while..
well, i had finished all classes for this semester...
yet, exams awating...
3 papers in a row (dang~~)
better still, i have to repeat my ENT physical examination...
so, i am on medications: antibiotic and antiseptic cream for my nose (hoho, i did not notice my nose bled though!)
fyi, the smell of antiseptic is unpleasant...
as if it has rose scented then i will be fine with that!

well, last wednesday ryna n me went to mega,
with hope searching for new chair...
for the last few weeks, i had been suffered from back pain
most probably because of wrong position while i was studying or the PMS,
the pain was killing me...
since, it is too pricey and not worth it
plus there will be another 1 year before graduation...
so, do not waste your money fil oyh!
in the end, went into Ashan and bought groceries..
yet, there were no taxi on that day..
i called one of the taxi driver and he told me that he is not working!
dang~~
how are we going to go back to the hostel?
fortunately, ryna did save one taxi phone number and we went back home...
AND the driver took 20 rubles from us with him smiling showing off his GOLDEN teeth!
:P

p/s: ouh infectious!
proffessor! let me pass the exam with FLYING COLORS!!!! :))

hueheuehuehu....

now, i am having gynaecology rotation...

professor....

he is hilarious!!!

very energetic (even more than XB)

soon, 3 papers are coming...

1) infectious disease (the most 'havoc' paper because too many speculations and disagreements which comes to an end by doing it ON DATE)

2) internal medicine/ therapy (doinks! am I too slow or what? The main and core subject, toughest examiners will be present) x_X

3) Russian language (u betcha! and this is my first time doing it.. any marks will do for me)

so, if you are reading this: actually i am in this kind of mode to be in hiatus! like a friend of mine said : fil, u br keluar from GUA again ke? of course darling!

cave made form avalanche of books and papers (sounds like recycle center)

oh well, this is me.

oh yea, please go and watch Personal Taste (korean series) :))

p/s: counting the days of going back Malaysia!

i am having an examination: ophthalmology soon!!!

actually it is just around the corner: 17th May 2010

wish me luck :))

p/s: i am officially 2pm+2am fan! tehehehehe :D cannot wait to go back home this june too.

TRAGEDY

well, tragedy
it is the T-tragedy...
T stands for _ _ _ _ _ _
early in the morning started to pissed us off,
how i wish we have 2 toilets and 2 shower rooms
or should we move to another block then????

eye physiotherapy

hahaha...
are you kidding me?
what are you going to do with my eyes????
massage?
ultrasound or what!
heh, i skipped this part for my eye treatment.
i want to reconfirm it with my ophtalmology lecturer.
still, i bought the antibiotic drops for my eye.
so, if you guys are wondering why am i waering my spectacles again...
currently, i am having an infection of my OD (right eye), particularly my upper eyelid (guess the proper diagnosis yea)
maybe, i will be wearing my sunglasses too!!!
hahaha
by the way, the nurse at registration kabinet 53,
she is so NICE because i am sick!
she was fast writing my medical book and appropriately sent me to the ophthalmologist.
well, i bet she was having PMS  for the last 2 days ago?
doinks~~~
and today, professor traumatology asked me why i did not attend his class yesterday!
wondering who was the culprit,
but never mind, i have my own reason: I AM SICK and DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT WAS TRYING TO COMPLETE YOUR MEDICAL CHECK UP HERE.
(truly, even when the wind blows softly, it does makes my eye hurt!)
better be acting like a dumb for now.
ignorance is a bliss :)

aiming too high?

stars?

wow, that is too far to reach!

i bet all of you who really care about me wondering why i have not updated my blog for ages!

believe me or not,

i am getting lazier to get online...

until i get this 'beruk'(ape/monkey)modem-connection,

better still,

i manage to download glee episode 14 (ouh, how i really miss them) & sss501 concert in Japan :)) (PJM sarangheyo~~)

hehehehheh

alright then,

referring to the title,

sometimes i feel that getting your hopes is not right,

but, it is not wrong to have high hopes though,

yet, in my opinion you have to know your own limit,

this does not mean you are pessimist,

correct me if i am wrong.

seeing the glass as half full is always good,

do remember that life has it own upside down!

you will be never on the upper side,

soon you will be down there, somewhere.

p/s: now, i am torn in between...

i do not know what should i do know

i really hate the ice on the road...
faster melt, so that i can walk properly and i can run!!!!
doinks~~

ola...
well, seriously i have no idea what to write in this blog,
actually, yesterday was supposed to be a holiday for my group (Group E) plus Group F,
since, we were already there, we met Penin, (our Radiology teacher)
my current rotation is Oncology!
the Hospital location: not that strategic by means that we can reach there by foot but, since the road is still covered by the snow,
my friends and I had decided to wait for the bus...
unfortunately, the bus trip interval was like 15-30 mins...
as you ever cannot imagine, now it is already March,
still, winter in NN...
( i really need the sunshine back!!!)

on the way back, ryna, xb and me were running for the bus,
we thought we could catch-up because the bus moved so slow due to the speed bump,
~sighed, we did not manage! (dang)

we waited for another 15 mins at the bus station...
no bus appeared! (dang)
so, we decided to walk together with nava, zakiah, wani and pok nik.

since, 3 of us were busy chatting...
we were left behind...
on our way back to the hostel,
we have to pass in front of the MORGUE...
well, i guess yesterday was not my day: yea, i fell down... again...
the second time this winter!!!
my butt still hurts (ouch)

p/s: i do not understand why people really love to meddle up with something/someone which is no relation with them. what? do you really need the wake up call to make you realize that not everyone likes you...

~~in hiatus~~

i am having flu...
thanx to my groupmate the SOI
hahha u know what does it means right: source of infection
alhamdulillah, i had passed my Epidemiology Examination
soon will be Psychiatry (Sir, let me pass with flying colors!!!)
alright, any junior interested to play B-ball for Kursk Games this time... contact me please :))

p/s: do enjoy this vid taken from youtube... it is Yoo Jae Suk from Family Outing.

can i go back to VIENNA please???

i miss the apple strudel and sacher torte...
i miss the starbucks...
i miss walking at night around the town before bed time...

pity, i would not get it anywhere here in Nizhny Novgorod...
now, i am stuck with 2 exams : epidemiology and psychiatry...

i wish the holidays will be longer!

in salzburg, in front of the gazebo of sounds and music (p/s: only 2 of us on this salzburg trip)

 

  

meet up with faiq, sara and zakiah in budapest. we spent the time in budapest with the snow storm. (we were on our way to the bath)

 

see my retarrded face waiting for the apple strudel ( in salzburg coffe shop :))

 

this is the apple strudel with vanilla sauce ( you will never get this anywhere in the world! except in austria)

 

this is the sacher torte ;)

 

in the prague castle

 

notice the long audioguide (kalah hp batu bata)

 

these are nana's and mine lugages......

salzburg

hello....
i am in salzburg now!
actually, i am travelling together with nana...
ouh well, the trip to salzburg is a success :))

p/s: pixies will be updated later :P

forfeit

huhu... i did not do the exam on the date
yea la, freeking shittless scared about it...
having hematology as the final cycle before the exam is BIG NO NO!
suffered...
mentally and physically!
better still, i have not submitted my final arguments to the lecturer...
oh dear lecturer, be patience soon enough i will type it and email it to you (modernkan lecturer seorang ini, hantar case report gune G-mail)

called mama in the afternoon,
she was pissed thinking i am going to 'saboi' my peads exam,
no ma, of course i would not do that...
it is 3 semesters story of an exam and i am not fully prepared (yet i am blogging here)
she told me akila (ain's daughter) had tonsilectomy & adenoidectomy...
kiddo, get well soon, this is your chance to eat lots of ice cream and it happens only once...
if not, adam will help you!!!
hahhaha, i know it is painful...
stop making your mummy worries ok, eat up and you will be discharge!
:))
(but i did not manage to tell mama about my current finance situation)

p/s: mainly updating my in hiatus blog because i am fighting over my sleepiness in my hypersilent room besides the door banging from my blockmate's room, dude, i am thanking both of you for the door banging because it wakes me up EARLY in the morning!!!
JGS saranghae~~~ hehehheh

let's rambling

have you guys ever wanted:
to be someone/ something else,
to be somewhere else,
to live on your own Lala land....

(don't lie)
of course, these kind of thoughts somehow will be stucked in your head!
or accidentally uttered while chattering...

but of course,
you will not everything that you wanted,
you cannot be someone else,
cannot live in your own world,
in short, live your life well!!! :))

p/s: do not go against the current, if not you will be drowning! (perhaps, there will be a lifeguard saving you)

being total b**** does not solve everything!

2010

 happy new year people!!! :))

p/s: i'm still searching for an idea to update... actually, i am not in the mood to write at all. :P