ahoy,
hey, missing me???
soon, i will update my blog 
xoxo

busy like.....

muehehhe... this i considered as hillarious (this is what happen when u  learn other languages :P

p/s: i wish i could go back home now!!!! i want to go to that concert, still, i will be on my trip to ITALY :))

hopefully i can see them next year...

aiming too high?

stars?

wow, that is too far to reach!

i bet all of you who really care about me wondering why i have not updated my blog for ages!

believe me or not,

i am getting lazier to get online...

until i get this 'beruk'(ape/monkey)modem-connection,

better still,

i manage to download glee episode 14 (ouh, how i really miss them) & sss501 concert in Japan :)) (PJM sarangheyo~~)

hehehehheh

alright then,

referring to the title,

sometimes i feel that getting your hopes is not right,

but, it is not wrong to have high hopes though,

yet, in my opinion you have to know your own limit,

this does not mean you are pessimist,

correct me if i am wrong.

seeing the glass as half full is always good,

do remember that life has it own upside down!

you will be never on the upper side,

soon you will be down there, somewhere.

p/s: now, i am torn in between...

i do not know what should i do know

bodoh, bingai ke keldai????

forgive me for d tittle...

darn, i really hate to say this but the truth is that: why on earth there are so many stupid, idiot and dumb people...
basically, that stupidity is beyond the level that you ever can imagine...
fine, it's okay to say about this and that but don't you think that other people also have their own freedom to say it on their own..
as if, you are the only who can say about single little that you wanted.. of course you are free to say it sooo...
come on man... when you wanted to say something, say it in front of that person face...
dont play DUMB...
in fact, what comes around goes around
and remember that, you are not going to be on the top (as always)...

ouh yea, go away and get a life of your own... stop messing with others!!!!!

amah??? pembantu rumah??? cleaner??? pekerja dobi???? chef???

penat la buat kerja sendiri... cuci baju sendiri, iron baju sendiri, basuh pinggan n memasak sendiri... sume kene buat sendiri!!! owh tidak, how i wish ade pekerja2 seperti yang tertera diatas... alryte, enough with crapping around fil, x cacat cela, ade tenaga sepatutnya berusaha sedaya upaya untuk menyelesaikan masalah n tidak bergantung pada org lain...
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for d past few days, i'd been busy!
monday: pathphys and russian class
tuesday:pathphys and practical at cardiology department, 5th Hosp
wednesday: pathphys class
thursday: morning, pathphys class and at night practice dancing
friday: went to MEGA with ryna n erna at noon and at night practice dancing again... blackout! (i hate dark because im scared of it)
saturday: morning, together wif my team, cooked nasi tomato (well, its been depressing because some of the stuff dat i'd ordered were different than the the list dat i'd wrote to them, tapi xpe lahh) later on, Malaysian night (yess, menari lagi lagu Nirmala).... then, at night, baru ade electric!
sunday: collapsed!

im dead bored.... its cycle break. and afterwards, Pathoanatomy!!!! blearrgggghhhh... have to travel 40 mins to an hour to class plus i have to struggle to get into the bus (no. 17 & 2) with juniors (1st year & 2nd year) and local residents of nizhniy novgorod!
aaaaaahhhhh... soon im goin to be 20! hahaha... perhaps: older and wiser.
well, life is not as it seems, not a fantasy, u can dream and pictured everything that you want how your life can be but... it is not!!! (enough.. crapping around fil!)

I'm Bored