xx jabb-jibb-e-rr-ish xx

it's depressing to think about on how not to hurt somebody else's feelings and in fact you will hurt yourself more than others... yes, you have to figure out what kind of style, type or characteristics and you even have to classify what kind of group of that person came from...

sounds ridiculous but this is the truth.... ohhh well, this is life... (asam garam kehidupan)



now lets see: as if one of your were about to tell you of others secret; dont you ever feel like headbutted her because all of the way to tell about those dark secrets she stopped, remain silent and remind herself that she should not tell anybody about it!



other than that: you and your girlfriends were having a chat especially at the time of crisis of gossiping and she 'spice' it up (purposely) and in the end that you heard was a false story and misunderstood...



lastly:someone who intentionally hurt someone else or that person being hypersensitivity or having insecurity on everything that people saying about her... i should say that the person does have ADD (attention deficit disorder) so that everyone should be paying attention on her and she will become the 'center' of everyone (low and cheap scheme of attraction)



~~something to ponder on~~

im dead bored.... its cycle break. and afterwards, Pathoanatomy!!!! blearrgggghhhh... have to travel 40 mins to an hour to class plus i have to struggle to get into the bus (no. 17 & 2) with juniors (1st year & 2nd year) and local residents of nizhniy novgorod!
aaaaaahhhhh... soon im goin to be 20! hahaha... perhaps: older and wiser.
well, life is not as it seems, not a fantasy, u can dream and pictured everything that you want how your life can be but... it is not!!! (enough.. crapping around fil!)

I'm Bored

Raya 07

:: russia raya one day early than msia; i'd decided not to call kmpg on friday but on saturday, so, the 1st day of syawal went well.... 1st thing was berbuka puasa beramai2 wif embassy ;yess, embassy people were here, and we celebrated raya eve together.... unfortunately, i didnt went for the meeting of JPA students: BAD NEWs we cant go back home early this summer and for the other summer because we Must do our Practicals Here in RUSSSIa! huhuhuhu...
:: open house, the best part was ryna n i cooked for the whole day from petang before raya eve until pagi raya.. alhamdulillah, ramai yg datang kawan terdekat, rapat, groupmate, ex-blockmates etc..... lontong, rendang and soto plus choc cakes........
:: 2nd day, i called kampung... kak mie's n my shared sim cad with her given by abah.... talked to everyone in the house... i cried a bit!!! ngaaaa... sedey wooo... i talked to adam comelss!!! and i heard kila's voice... missing all of u... and jgn terkejot ija bole masak 30kg nasi Minyak (hehehhe, ade la lagi org yg menolong.. pandai wani assigned fil tukang masak nasi minyak, k. amy jd chef!) that night, smbutan raya wif all d malaysians... many happy faces and we finally took our very first picture of Maresmawi In Nizhny!!!! (kebetulan sume ade at one area, n others were like: poyo btul la diorg nie... asyik2 bdk lgkw!) took photo wif 4 org Kakaks... (x Blockmates) n owh, everyone wore their baju raya... fancy, glamorous, updated fashion...
:: 3rd raya, i woke up late..... didnt go to class( skip!) plus, didnt finsh study.... end up, staying in the room wif ryna... smbg study lg.... darn! i bet Dugina will be mad but still, 1st tyme ponteng niehhh (k. dayah jgn bgtau mama n abah plzzzz) summore, tgh diarrhea (its raya syndrome)

:: pixies, upload it later... :) mmmuaahxxxxx, im sooo jealous wif k.mie (she bought hp yg saye suka: N76 red in colour.. cissss)

Jinx!!!!

first, i'd spilled k. amy's whole bottle of soy sauce (it happened while i was preparing dinner for iftar). i felt soooo guilty and i' decided to give my soy sauce to her.... sorrrrry k. amy!

secondly, i'd made 2 strawberry pies; d filling was hot and looked like ready to explode, (red strawberry volcano...) i stirred it non stop and some of it 'meletup' and my middle and index finger 'jadi mangsa'.... soooo, dis raya my fingers are burnt a bit (reddish in colour)

third, i'd almost flat fell in the bathroom and my feet accidently kick the bath..... tomorrow my feet must be covered with bruises

p/s: there were lots of things of unexpected things happened which should not be mentioned... im jinxed!


::: sooooon, verrry sooon: its Syawal= EiD muBarak= Hari Raya Aidilfitri... shopppIng!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri seMua =)

dis is the picture of my room... ryna n me..... taken by ryna when i was at 3rd hostel for usrah..... only one pic can be upload, i dunno wuts the matter, my laptop gone crazy and im going to be crazy toooo... raya tyme, more pics will be upload! =)

internet, can acces thru it already!
::4 days to go for Eid Mubarak, 3rd raya in Nizhny (im jealous wif kak mimie coz she's in msia, haih i wish i can go back home for raya la.....)
::yet, abah didnt send any parcel to me dis raya due to the new regulations which totally out of questions (no need to mention, still it did pissed me off till today!) basically, my life goes well and nothing seems to be abnormal....
::living in a new room with ryna (pixies later i'll upload, digicam suda lame terperuk n maybe the lens da berabuk! dang~~)
::weekends, friday midnyte movie n enot always join us to watch the movies, usually on the other night she'll come and gossiping with us (as always!)
::the hostel, new and obviously there must be some problem with that! less hot water n more cold water, kinda hard to take bath wif cold water, way toooooooo cooooooold! till i have to blow my hair dry coz the coldness make my head ache!
::other than that, i'm away from 4 kakaks.... missed the laughter and screams tho... n maning if u're reading this jgn la buat2 terkejot pulak!!! dis raya, datang la to our room :)
::juniors, hahhahahha (evil laugh) i didnt know their names but i can recognize their new faces at anatomy department, some says that they are 'hidung tinggi' but im not so sure about it, maybe they felt insecure or trying to be independent.... well, let it be and we'll see!

p/s: my last entry, have nothing to do wif anyone. Im trying to be dramatic!

pisssssin off wif everyone... sooo f**** up!!!!!

i wish i cud disappear or at least i can be invisible (no one to notice + no one to bother + nothing to brag about + less problems wic totally nothing gotta do wif me but people keeps on blaming it on me= ignorance is a bliss)

Ignorance is a Bliss.....

and again ignorance is a Bliss...

Ignorance is a bliss.