inner side of me

last nyte, chatting wif diba. haish, soalan cepumas suda diajukan, sori diba bout dat it didnt work. so, d problem is me, not d others. i dunno y??? people have different perception aite bout other people... they see me as gewd, nice person n sum are afraid of me coz d way my face look. yup, dat stern look la kannn... wonder y, tho my fwens woulld say dat d way u stare, wohooo real scarry la fill... summore wen u didnt talk to others... heh! ya la... x kan la i nak membebel x tentu pasal 24/7... im not dat kind of person... i do talk to the one dat i know... serious, strangers... x ponn org yg i kenal tp x rapat, senyum saje!!! ohohoh.... well, u cannot change d way people think bout u until they know bout u, d real truth... still, d true colours of a person cant be revealed so easily until u know him or her better... i mean d longer u be fwens wif them, u will know.. yet some test can be done or d simple one juz ask them... still to ask sum personal question shud be "berlapik" jgn la tooo straight forward.. unless, u r d straight forward person... sooner or later u'll know them... n i hate to say dat, being d one who always help d other, kinda exhausting!!! yess, its gooood to help people, tp dont count on me tooooo much... i hate wen i was instructed to do this n dat... im not d kuli batak!!! (huh, emo already) yea la, sedey tau... asyik2 harapkan fil... u wat la sendiri... hati saye nie sape yg tahu... penat simpan... fill x tau sampai bile bole tahan or d best way i wud juz let it go!!!! let it go??? its easy, but wen u are angry, mesti mengungkit kan??? ingat balik all those things they'd done to u..... tired n sakit hati saja. im a sensitive person, God knows bout dat, simply says dat fill can do dat n do dis... pissed off, do it urself lah... malas da nk layan
p/s: later on, fill mesti x smpai hati, akan membantu juge, tp if nak bg pengajaran ponn ble jugak eh? but Mama says dat we shouldnt be toooo berkire since we r livin in small community here in nizhny, 6 years babe, ryte now br 2nd year, same person u'll see n same person u'll ask for HeLp!

psycho

psychology, wooohoooo, psychotic class seyhhh...
yea.. last week 20 peeps who went to d lecture
well, seems like PAnoVa x marah mane
she looks fine.. not dat cynical
yet, i felt d atmosphere was like psychotic....
a lil bit depressed coz still havin flu.....
early in d morning: sejuk gila!!!
afternoon: panas, seperti pagi di mesia
uhuhuhuhu

verrrry verrrry psychotic!

RAmadan

seLamaT berPuase PeOple!!!!
uhuhuhu..... 3rd tyme fastIng without Family.........
1st: spM tyme tho my Paper BersaMbung After Raye (i wonder Sape yg wat d Jadual)
2nd: FirsT year In Nizhny lah (where else)
3rd: Now!!!!!
tooooo Bad, im havin fever+ flu+ cough= my tekak is sooooooo Hurt!
hoPEfully, d medication dat i'd bought juz now will HELP
coooking???
my first CookiNg duriNg RAmaDan: NAsi Beriyani :P
i PasseD my Anatomy conTrol today: one Shot, 3 tests are complete... hi.......... kinda proud of myself eh...
mISssing my faMily soooo much.....
teraWih; i missed once, last nyte.... penin kepala yg amat!!!! haish..
till then...
mmmuaaahhhhxxx :*

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my GirL

koRean Drama....
Dad: Ija, pg la bli Only You punye drama, lmbat la tunggu kat tv
Me: abaH, bg la duit.... later Ija bli...
juz now, i read my sis's blogs n found out dat my daddy had bought new korean drama Series: My Girl!!!! aBah, post it Lah to me... Raye haji pOnn x pe, plzzzzzzzz... i wonder my dad's punye new hobby ini, still same as d others, i mean all of my family... even my cousin especially d guys ponn same... haish, pelik juge lah... mengapa ini terjadi....

banjir story

okay, dis is story bout banjirrr...
i went out from d block, rushing since im late for biochem lecture!!!!
so, didnt lock d door
all of sudden balik from d lecture....
as i stepped on d floor in d toilet...
*plop* bunyi air yg bergenang dlm toilet dipijak...
i was lyke....
ohmigod!!! shit, wut shud i do....
habes lah... dibebel, thank god komandan x de,
still, mama datang... (memberi bebelan)
thank u to kak dilla for the explanation...
risau, da la cakap russian ponn x reti sgttt
huhuhu
sooo ryte now, waiting for d deans lah
nmpak gaye kene bayar duit lah nieee... :(

D letTeR

Hottness Babes :)
Room 321, Hostel no. 3,
Medical Street,
603104 Nizhny Novgorod,
Russia.

________________________________________________________________________

To Whom It May Concern,
Nizhny Novgorad State Medical Academy,
Nizhny Novgorod,
Russia. 21st Sept 2006

Sir,
Leakage of Water to the Library

Regarding to the matter above, we are very sorry about what had happened on the afternoon of 21st September 2006.

2. We realized it is solely our mistake, but we never meant to let that happened purposely. The incident occurred out of our control. For your information, we were not in the room at the moment the leakage took place.

3. However we think there might be reasonable explanation to this. On that morning, there was no hot water, so one of us might turned on the tap and left it open without our knowing. So, during our absence, the incident came about.

4. Taking into account that this is the first time such incident happened since the past 4 years we live here, we hope you will kindly take this matter into consideration.

We regret every difficulty that both parties have to deal with. Your cooperation and understanding is utmost appreciated.



Yours truly,




Hottness babes :)

MoOd

i'd finished my russian class, Anastacia is my lecturer..... so, d first question from her to me...
anastacia: wut makes u bad mood???
me: uhmmm..... when im tired!
anastacia: when do you feel tired?
me: when im studyin a lot....
anastacia: owh, so today u r bad mood
me: nope, im in gewd mood
anastacia: ok, maybe u r not havin many classes today....
(dis conversation is translated into english from russian)
alright, im kinda in a gewd mood now.... not in grumpy old lady like mood.... hopefully my physio class wont be dat loooooong..... verrrry tiring tho, tomorrow biochem (probably havin multiplechoice question kontrol) haih, y oh y???
friday: anatomy n histology...
weekends: hav to study: anat n histo also coz next week gonna hav test
aish, i havent get d right answers for Dmitri Izutkin question yet,

wut drives u to live on in dis life???

Is it love, money or smthg else????

PiE

seeeee.... sedap x dis fruity pie???? i made it! ehehehhe.....well, it was not complicated to make d pie.... actually, i made it specially for kak amani since it was her bday on sunday but since all of us quite busy so we decide to celebrate it on saturday malam ahad... ramai yg datang wif prezzies, glad dat she likes d prezzies from me.... i gave her computer speaker, dats wut she wants la... eheheh... btw, kak anis assisted me on mencantikkan d pie n fix d custard since im not d arty farty person n im not verry good in tasting sweeeeeety stufff :) there was one time, i made air milo for buka puasa at d house coz mama was busy wif sum sort a persidangan at dewan n abah said: "ija, ur air milo x rase pape!" aiyo.... soooo malu ngan abah so, An my lil bro fixed it. Sorrry, i dun like sweety stuff dats y my rasa manis towards food is different wif others.... still, im learning how to rase manis yg dpt diterima sume.... :P

Happy Burfday To Larisa Nikonova

fyi, larisa is my lecturer for anatomy, she loooks gewd wif her new hair colour...

oh my... syndrom malas melanda.... yea, i'm havin it ryte now... the weather is quite cold, verry nice weather to sleep all d tyme :)
well,
im lazy to do homeworks,
im lazy to read d books dat i have to read,
im lazy to study,
im lazy to do walk n travel here n there to go to class,
im lazy to go to class
im lazy to attend d lectures
but,
i luv to sleep
i luv to eat
i luv to watch movies
now,
im tryin my best not to shop
im tryin my best not to fall asleep at nyte when im suppose to study
yet,
i will do my best to complete all d tasks
i will do my best in cooking
i will do my best to control myself not to talk bad bout people dat i dun like
how,
i wish go back to the old years when i was a child
i wish my brain like a photostat machine so dat i dun get mistakes when there was a pop quiz in d class
i wish i cud express myself, like i always did loooong tyme ago!

last nyte, thirah sent me the pics during siti n dato' k wedding ceremony.... superb lah.... soooo beautiful.... hottnesss... i like it verry much... im sooooo gonnna missed them....

today, watched PerSona Non Grata... erra as sha or miss hey... can u imagine.... hey! funny but all in all most of the movies are all bout fantasy nothin real... except film of history mmg la real..... lately, i watched lots of malay movie... thanx to kak anis, she's d supplier for malay movies... till then

malay film

GuBRa.... last nyte we watched it.... woah! verrry controversial ok! in my opinion, mmg byk adegan yg x perlu dilakonkan.... sheeeeeshhhh, dahsyat jugak... no wonder ade my fwen buat muke pelik...
fwen: asal ko nak tgk gubra???
me: asal ko da tgk ke?
fwen: x lah, aku bace comment ponn da terokkk...
me: ouhhhh.... yg terok la yg fil nk tgk ehehehe... :)
dat's all bout GubRa....

Congratulations fillpill, you are 70% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

dear kamilah
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lah, fil mintak maaf coz x reach klia at d exact tyme... i tot ur flight was at 1550. so, budget from klcc can reach there la bout an hour and half. thank god met u 2 or 3 days before u fly.... itupun awak yg bawak fil jalan2... ehehhehe..... thanx to u... well, at least we met thirah, nad, qish, hajar, syik, ili n murni kannnn... gewd luck n all d best...

nabil
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aishhh.. ur farewell party cant go coz i had a family gathering at bidor, perak. sooo, d nyte u offf to u.s smpat call, i think dat one was the last conversation between us other than d day u graduated in intec... all d best to u tooo

amy lalink
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dis sept, fly to uk kan??? hopefully can meet u sumday when fil gi sane ok, since, my sis ponn still in menunggu for d permit to work in birmingham....
u take care there n gewd luck..... tell me bile u fly tau!

aainaa kamilah
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i know u r goin 2 hav big exams for ausmat in 3 months tyme, gewd luck for exams.... n u can do it.... thank u sbb u sanggup teman me to lgkw togetha wif azyan n jd our driver for 3 days... sori coz i changed d date (sumthin else turns up!)

to azyan liyana
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yan!!! (opppssss, i knoe u hate it wen i call u by dat name). shah tue comel, soooo dun feel like u r using him or sumthing... appreciate everythin dat he had done for u... kinda sweet n btw u jgn rase inferior coz everyone is flying off to pursue their studies in overseas ok! malaysia ponnn not dat bad... a.c.c.a nanti u buat la in uk...

ira, thirah, shirin n allia

u guys soooooo sori ok.... fil x bgtau fil da blk russia... bukan x nak bgtau.... sekali je kannnn jumpe... tp x pe, next year jumpe lg ok.. best of luck in ur studies

aalyaa, ijat n tini
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ohohoooo, ajak fil gi muzium hantu! haishhh, seriously mmg naik seram sejukkk fil... scary gilerrr! soooorrrriiii x bgtau fil da balikk... sooo paham2 lah if u guys message or call x de org angkat or my dad yg angkat...... gewd luck

nad dearie
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ehehhehe.... at last we met again at pyramid... mmg if not till when mmg u x jumpe fil, aainaa n azyan... miszz ya lots... 20 years in tyme, u design my house... hiiii...

high maintanence

are u guys a high maintanence person?????

wait up, let me enlighten u wif d definition dats i'm not sure how to explain in this blog.... high maintenence: if u watch Desperate Housewives u'll know actually wut does it mean; Gabbrielle Solis is d perfect example for a high maintanence person.....
huermmm.... frankly, this topic crossed my mind while i was chit chatting wif my sis, the 2nd one la... let say a person asked u... wut did u use for ur face??? so u answered it: neutrogena n loreal's product plus st. ives face mask..... wut bout ur hair??? juz loreal's range: d shampoo, conditioner n hair mask. perfumes: well d one dat i have it ryte now.... lotion: blah... blah... (x larat nak type)
branded stuff??? obviously everyone used it, kinda universal brand in the world.. not dat really expensive aite??? still affordable...
talkin bout bags n shoes, heh! for sure buying d one wif d brand plus d quality that at least wud last bout 2 years is fine for me.... juz imagine, if u use barang murah yg x tahan lame pastue kene bli baru betta bli yg mahal n tahan lame.... alah membeli, menang memakai...
hehehehe.... my point is people who are high maintanence: not wasting their money on all those kinda stuff.... it's juz them n let it be as long as they are happy n we are happy but, juz dun try to lead ur life like them if u cant. that's all :)

my journey back to nizhny....

ohohoho...... 29th aug 2006. 6am i arrived in nizhnynovgorod in front of the 3rd hostel. cold???? hell yeah!!!! tp x sesejuk winter (a little bit exaggerating here...). juz imagine, from msia my flight was like at 0745 and hav to bertolak from house like 0430 camtue, like mama said: Ija's flight SUBUH SYAFIEEE! mmg pagi2 lg kene kuar.... sori abah, i think dats d only flight yg bley dpt for dat day... while at the airport, kinda bad luck actually, d attendat was sooooo god damn strict, die suro kuar kan brg 6kg from my hand luggage if not my hand luggage kene masok kargo n hav to pay 16 kg extra= RM 2000+++. ouh, amat mahal, bole beli byk bende and bills for 3 months la kan. so, i hav to take all my books out. at first, i thought want to ask abah to post it, tp, alhamdulillah... farah is my saviour, she took 3 books out of 4, so i took another 1 n kept in my elle bag, yg mmg sedia ade besar! so, i hav 2 hand luggage, elle bag, small beg tarik plus laptop bag (its sooooo kembong full of wire n my dvd collection: one tree hill n others).
the flight was actually sucks! i cant eat fyi, got massive headache im sooo jealous wif nava coz she can eat everything dat was given on dat tray....
Qatar.... sooooo hot. apparently, while im in transit in doha, i didnt shopped for perfumes.... ehehehhhe
moscow, long queue at the immigration juz imagine one person its like 15 minutes to lepas the immigration officer.... tenung muke lah.... suro bukak spectacles lah.... haish!!!!
wait until 12pm, so d bus driver smpai.... off to go back to nizhny..........