Good or no good???

yeah, eversince POTS' post or the comments from visitor in MSA's chatbox....
i think all of us are fired up...
even me asking myself: am i that stupid to come here to study Medicine or should i change my sponsors from JPA to MARA???
well, that's ridiculous after i had known that my name was enlisted under russian programme... (after the interview result was out) and yes, my dreams were shattered...
keep on dreaming, you'll not going away from this!
yes i do, i am being haunted by the statement saying russian or ukraine grads are the bad apples...
do we? (figure out yourself)
i think this is too sensitive for us...
even the good students are affected...
we did our best to learn here...
trying to do whatever that we can do to LEARN...
some of course, being drifted and GOD KNOWS what They are doing!

i did remember some of the doctors that i had met including my uncle asking me whether i am ready to go to Russia or to change my options from russia to twinning programme like UK-MSia???
1. are you sure to go there?
2. can you adapt with it because i heard it is going to be tough!
3. i think you better study in Indonesia or other countries
4. why don't you go to study in BELGIUM?
plus another questions and suggestions....

ouh well, life is tough!

p/s:huerm.... i wish they'll be vanished in times or realizing that they had wasted their times for being here doing nothing other than tortures to us!