heyya...

sorry

yes, of course i know i have not update this blog for a long time

currently working at the busiest hospital ever..

medical posting i told you!

thank you for dropping bye :)

will update later

xoxo

Filzah Nur

oh my, my blog! (left it without update)

so here it goes, pictures that i took since i am back in Malaysia...
What exactly happened during Raya Aidilfitri :)

jeng jeng....

Hidayah's engagement party! (10th Sept 2011)

Majlis khatam Al-Quran

Ryna's reciting...

XB, Ryna (the Bride), Me (before the solemnization)

cup cake cream!!!!

Congratulations to both of you: Azri & Azrina (17th September 2011)

Azyan :)

Yeah, we are jealous of you, congrats on your engagement babe! (16th September 2011)

tabung! (haha, i took this pic because i have not seen this  for long time) ;P

Makan- makan...

'Open street: Bola sepak, Sect 13'

Neighbours ( aunties, thank you for being cool for the photo shoot)

thank you adik (yes, you are cute, that's why kakak took a photo of you ) :)

p/s: Back in one piece from Port Dickson for the Induction of HO. Next, Monday will be reporting for duty at HTAR, Klang, Selangor :))

Mementos from RU...

i know it is too late too update about what had happened in July....
but i don't care...

Graduation day on 28th June 2011

Packing for cargo

Cargo

Bought it because my flats koyak!

Too bored, end up entertaining my self with my camera (my roommate Ryna went  back home for good already at this time)

Last trip to Moscow to settle our degree with Xb, Arif and Wajdi

Jump shot in front of St. Basil.... Bye bye Russia

alone

hueheuheheuehue or should i cry now????
i am alone now... spooky!!!
ryna (roommate): on her way back to Malaysia (fyi, for good)
Floormates: gone, all of them are in Malaysia, except 1 Kenyan guy who stayed with his seniors on 7th floor
my oh my, how am i going to sleep tonight???
yes of course, i will switch on all the lights inside my room
watching funny shows/ Korean series/ English series till i sleep...
Thank god, XB is still here... :)
so, these are pictures that i took while i was having GOSS (Medical State Exams before i graduated)

try to guess what is this????

its the rice cooker cover!!! ;P

missing my table (sold to my junior- Arinie)

;)

;D

dark circles

does anyone knows how to get rid off dark circle effectively?
my dark circles are very bad now (you can call me panda if you want!)
ish... please be gone!

2 egg yolks in 1 egg...
impressive!!!! :P
p/s: i baked marble cake today... heheuehuehuheuhe

cakes!!!!

omg, i am craving for cakes now!!!
ish, still snowing (frigging cold, i wish i wore my winter jacket today)
marble cake, carrot cake with cream cheese, chocolate cake....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ i want to eat all of it now!
yeay, tomorrow is FRIDAY :))

i found new song: tilu- diam diam...

try google and listen to the song!!!

the lyrics are cute and the music arrangement is different than any other :)

p/s: most probably because i love that kind of music :P

counting the days :))

double yeay!!!

me behind the piggy face

ouh yeah, i am officially on holidays now :))

good news, all tickets are settle and cannot wait to go back home, alhamdulillah!

This is my study table :) (messy aite?)

hello
well, it is been a while. actually i had finished my Gynecology exam last 3 weeks. I am currently busy settling certificate translation for my degree and indeed, they are all money suckers. Most likely to be broke for a while and hopefully i can buy my flight ticket by next week. Professor, please be kind to all of us (hopefully, he will agree to give us zachut earlier :)
ouh yea, i am still watching Queen Seon Deok (saegeuk). 62 episodes as a whole. crazy eyh!

ahoy!!!
heheh, it's been a while..
well, i had finished all classes for this semester...
yet, exams awating...
3 papers in a row (dang~~)
better still, i have to repeat my ENT physical examination...
so, i am on medications: antibiotic and antiseptic cream for my nose (hoho, i did not notice my nose bled though!)
fyi, the smell of antiseptic is unpleasant...
as if it has rose scented then i will be fine with that!

well, last wednesday ryna n me went to mega,
with hope searching for new chair...
for the last few weeks, i had been suffered from back pain
most probably because of wrong position while i was studying or the PMS,
the pain was killing me...
since, it is too pricey and not worth it
plus there will be another 1 year before graduation...
so, do not waste your money fil oyh!
in the end, went into Ashan and bought groceries..
yet, there were no taxi on that day..
i called one of the taxi driver and he told me that he is not working!
dang~~
how are we going to go back to the hostel?
fortunately, ryna did save one taxi phone number and we went back home...
AND the driver took 20 rubles from us with him smiling showing off his GOLDEN teeth!
:P

p/s: ouh infectious!
proffessor! let me pass the exam with FLYING COLORS!!!! :))

hueheuehuehu....

now, i am having gynaecology rotation...

professor....

he is hilarious!!!

very energetic (even more than XB)

soon, 3 papers are coming...

1) infectious disease (the most 'havoc' paper because too many speculations and disagreements which comes to an end by doing it ON DATE)

2) internal medicine/ therapy (doinks! am I too slow or what? The main and core subject, toughest examiners will be present) x_X

3) Russian language (u betcha! and this is my first time doing it.. any marks will do for me)

so, if you are reading this: actually i am in this kind of mode to be in hiatus! like a friend of mine said : fil, u br keluar from GUA again ke? of course darling!

cave made form avalanche of books and papers (sounds like recycle center)

oh well, this is me.

oh yea, please go and watch Personal Taste (korean series) :))

p/s: counting the days of going back Malaysia!

eye physiotherapy

hahaha...
are you kidding me?
what are you going to do with my eyes????
massage?
ultrasound or what!
heh, i skipped this part for my eye treatment.
i want to reconfirm it with my ophtalmology lecturer.
still, i bought the antibiotic drops for my eye.
so, if you guys are wondering why am i waering my spectacles again...
currently, i am having an infection of my OD (right eye), particularly my upper eyelid (guess the proper diagnosis yea)
maybe, i will be wearing my sunglasses too!!!
hahaha
by the way, the nurse at registration kabinet 53,
she is so NICE because i am sick!
she was fast writing my medical book and appropriately sent me to the ophthalmologist.
well, i bet she was having PMS  for the last 2 days ago?
doinks~~~
and today, professor traumatology asked me why i did not attend his class yesterday!
wondering who was the culprit,
but never mind, i have my own reason: I AM SICK and DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT WAS TRYING TO COMPLETE YOUR MEDICAL CHECK UP HERE.
(truly, even when the wind blows softly, it does makes my eye hurt!)
better be acting like a dumb for now.
ignorance is a bliss :)

aiming too high?

stars?

wow, that is too far to reach!

i bet all of you who really care about me wondering why i have not updated my blog for ages!

believe me or not,

i am getting lazier to get online...

until i get this 'beruk'(ape/monkey)modem-connection,

better still,

i manage to download glee episode 14 (ouh, how i really miss them) & sss501 concert in Japan :)) (PJM sarangheyo~~)

hehehehheh

alright then,

referring to the title,

sometimes i feel that getting your hopes is not right,

but, it is not wrong to have high hopes though,

yet, in my opinion you have to know your own limit,

this does not mean you are pessimist,

correct me if i am wrong.

seeing the glass as half full is always good,

do remember that life has it own upside down!

you will be never on the upper side,

soon you will be down there, somewhere.

p/s: now, i am torn in between...

i do not know what should i do know

can i go back to VIENNA please???

i miss the apple strudel and sacher torte...
i miss the starbucks...
i miss walking at night around the town before bed time...

pity, i would not get it anywhere here in Nizhny Novgorod...
now, i am stuck with 2 exams : epidemiology and psychiatry...

i wish the holidays will be longer!

in salzburg, in front of the gazebo of sounds and music (p/s: only 2 of us on this salzburg trip)

 

  

meet up with faiq, sara and zakiah in budapest. we spent the time in budapest with the snow storm. (we were on our way to the bath)

 

see my retarrded face waiting for the apple strudel ( in salzburg coffe shop :))

 

this is the apple strudel with vanilla sauce ( you will never get this anywhere in the world! except in austria)

 

this is the sacher torte ;)

 

in the prague castle

 

notice the long audioguide (kalah hp batu bata)

 

these are nana's and mine lugages......

forfeit

huhu... i did not do the exam on the date
yea la, freeking shittless scared about it...
having hematology as the final cycle before the exam is BIG NO NO!
suffered...
mentally and physically!
better still, i have not submitted my final arguments to the lecturer...
oh dear lecturer, be patience soon enough i will type it and email it to you (modernkan lecturer seorang ini, hantar case report gune G-mail)

called mama in the afternoon,
she was pissed thinking i am going to 'saboi' my peads exam,
no ma, of course i would not do that...
it is 3 semesters story of an exam and i am not fully prepared (yet i am blogging here)
she told me akila (ain's daughter) had tonsilectomy & adenoidectomy...
kiddo, get well soon, this is your chance to eat lots of ice cream and it happens only once...
if not, adam will help you!!!
hahhaha, i know it is painful...
stop making your mummy worries ok, eat up and you will be discharge!
:))
(but i did not manage to tell mama about my current finance situation)

p/s: mainly updating my in hiatus blog because i am fighting over my sleepiness in my hypersilent room besides the door banging from my blockmate's room, dude, i am thanking both of you for the door banging because it wakes me up EARLY in the morning!!!
JGS saranghae~~~ hehehheh

winter

*lazy pig*

pfft!

well, now, it is frigging cold!!!
my eyebrows: frozen
my toes: numbness
-30, -24, -20 like that (this is russian winter)
god forbid -40! (back when i was first year, i felt like a frozen chicken, but if the temperature drop till -40 class will be cancelled!)
taahahahahhaaa... fat chance, hope is all you can do now,
pray hard it would not be colder anymore,
as always, wear thicker clothes!!!
still, 2 papers to sit for (i really hate the deans, when we want to do it early they did not allow it, but if we carry it to next semester they will be pissed... apekah???)
pediatrics and epidemiology...
i wish epidemiology only class n zachut WITHOUT the exam! (dang! dream on fil!)

p/s: i did my pediatrics zachut today with lidya... passed! :))

people do change huh?
or the circumstances change made us to change?

but, the crucial thing is do we change at all?

*some little thought from me*

i want to fly off to salzburg NOW!

ahoy! people (that piggy was me :P) and the one with cow was erna

i have no idea on what to write at all (for the time being)

currently, i am having TRAUMATOLOGY cycle.

triage, shock, crush & compartment syndrome

splinters, immobilization, dressing and etc

ouh yea, fyi, i had registered myself to gym...

hahahhaha...

funny bukan?

me going to gym.

my main reason was the zal next to our hostel is closed (for international students)

bugger, so now i cannot play b-ball..

bungoks! (selfish russian...)

so now, gym is one of my favourite place to go!

p/s: november babies... happy birthday !!! ;))