mesia

holidays... yup kinda bosan already.. nothing much to do but stilll ade la keje yg nak kene buat.. hopefully habes before balik!!!! if not i'll die... to my rummates, d bawak kicap n chillisauce kimball byk2! fil x courier all d stuff yet still thinking bout d list! i'm impresed wif myself coz x shoping gila2 lagi.. eheheh... jpa thank u! byk btol duit masokkk :)

dooooooooHHHHHHHHaaaaaaa

yeahhhh... pretty soon be back in shah alam...
ouh wait, im in doha now... waiting for d flight to go bak homme...
it'll be soon... cant hardly wait!!!
roomies, gewd luck for d next exam ok!!!
enjoy ur trip to italy, france, luxembourg n lalalala~~~~ (haih, i x ingat la)
btw, i want sumthing la from d country... ape2 ponn jadi la...

eheheh, br shoppin perfume LAGI! dis tyme DIOR aDDict!!!

quite a bargain... x rugi beli!!!! ehehehe, balik sini... nak beli lagi :)

to my beloved family, i'll be home soooon!!!

l.o.l

yahaaaaa.....a quote from chandler bing!

alhamdulillah, i'd finished my exams already, visa all clear...
waiting for d day to go back...
souvenirs, still tidak cukoppp... yea, amattt banyak to buy.. still, sorry sape yg x dapat... BaKI BaWa ke Depan... i'd finished cleaning up d microwave n d fridge... toilet n shower room clean already: yesterday, sudah dibersihkannnn... see, im sooo boring n cant sleep sooo betta do sumthing dat is berfaedah.... all d kakaks r busy studying for d exams,
kak dilla, kak anis, kak husna: path phys
kak amani: path phys n surgery
me busyin myself shoppin for people, verry happy coz d day end of exam went to respublika then ESPRIT sale! got instinct bout d sale tho cannot borong dgn banyak sbb ade baju yg x sesuai dipakai!!! tp nak sangatt one bag, jeans bag.... cantekksss but talkin bout d price, i think i can get sumthing else like shirts: 3 to 5 camtue...
yet, dis is our passion now, d piano game...
haih, piririv saje... one by one will grab my laptop n play d game... wif full of concentration, good for ur brain.
today, get d visa n then shOppin again... well, dis is me....

p/s: i think maybe dis is my last blog or 2nd last before went back homme until im back again in nizhny! Abah is verry strict bout entertaiment in d house coz lil bro, An... he's goin to hav PMR... no PS2, no ASTRO, no Internet..... hahaha, i think i wanna giv a try to pujok abah to pasang d streamyx after one tyme ade one peeps from kedai telekom lied bout d price... sheeesshhhh, nak tipo ponnn tgk lah org, kantoi... coz abah works in telekom also!!!! hahahaha, mmg btul RD's report bout KL full wif people yg biadap.

dear roomies..... enjoy ur hols in italy n france! gooood lucks for d examss... mmuahhxxxx :)

childhood dreams: wanna be popular, super hot girl in d school or married to prince!!!!

owwww, wic one.... fine, both of my roomies want to marry a prince during childhood. heehehee, yup gurls mane x penah dreaming bout to marry a prince...... well, oh well, wic prince ah??? haih.... 'mengkoyakan' diri but there's nothing wrong wif dat... soooo chomeyhhh... huermm... im wondering what was my childhood dreams??? maybe married a prince also.... ehehehe, juz wait n seee :-) hihihihihi....

ohmigod, seriously i cant help myself now, last paper: physics, then kaaboooooosshhh back home!

allo:unusual

allergic: sensitivity, unusual reaction toward something.
phobia: neurotic fear of something
im allergic to PRAWNS, SQUID others seafoood except D Fish!!! hahahha.... im quite surprised at first. id done few experiment on myself, indeed im allergic to prawn n squid. oih, soooo GataL by d tyme id finished eating it.... first, gatal at hidung then tangan and the worst, gatal whole of my face! its verrry irritating n Gatal...
phobia~ im phobia to EXaMs!!! hahaha, juz imagine how nervous im to get d ticket for d question.. yup, dis is my major prob: nervous then i'll forget everything dat i'd studied, get confused in the end made mistakes! haih, i dunno on how to manage it...
thank god, Alhamdulillah i passed my chemistry.....
allergic and phobia.....
till then, im tired n still thinking should i watch d next match France vs KOrea.

world cup fever(ohmigosh! it strucks me again)

today, was d first day i watched full match of brazil vs australia... im glad, im happy dat i can watched it, coz i'd finished my chem already, considered lil gift for myself :)

-_-

hmmmm..... adoi! thank u to
wani n everyone... tengah sedey sgtttt niee... balik jer terosss nangiss
haih, i
dunno why lah.... lately im sooooo senang to cry... then more
worst,
my heart
hurts... dugaan. uhuhuh... my eyes really pedih... my
head amat
sakittt.... wani
thanx to u a lot! mmuahxxx, talkin to u, it
really helps
since i dunno where to
go to talk wif... tho, i knoe dat u
are tired n
wanted ito sleep la kan, still u
r there listening to my
'bebelan' n xiang
bin, thanx for d message... im quite
flattered there
are soooo many people
care bout me n mama, thanx for d email....
i knoe,
ramai sayang me... it
helps me to get thru with it... how i wish i cud
turn back d tyme... still,
i hav to stop whining, crying n regretting
bout d
past, face it la fill,
stop n start new lyfe! 2 more papers wif
flying colours
ok!

latin o latin

darn! lame x update...absolutely no idea wut to tell....
feel soooooo bengong la ryte now...
dunno how to let it goooo
tp x pe, u cant turn back d tyme....
haih, i wished i cud seeee my mistakes....
bencinyerrrrrrr....
nasib baikk..... she consider my performance in d class,
thank god! i nak 5 tp dpt 4....
its ok, its latin....
dun force urself toooo much babe...
3 more papers coming up next....
usaha!!!!!
( my own motivation for myself)

when my mind...

dis is my regret: i felt like goin to lgkw when i was form 1 was a mistake... BIG mistake... i dunno, aainaa said dat she wanted to be lil cute young gurl in her family n she wanted to stay wif her family n dun want to be apart... and yes, i do.... i wanted to be juz like dat.... i cant stop whining n yet complaining bout studying in lgkw, away from family at verry verry young age: 12 (wic is not yet 13, i was born in November).... i cant imagine if i enter lgkw when i was form4 and i dunno whether i can manage to get myself a place in dat top school! ohohohho, dats a compliment for my old school, its not dat i wanted to blame my parents or d school.... i knoe its for my best, especially my future.... tho, i dunno... kinda sad to be far away from family u knoe... surviving by yourself... act to be mature enufff but deep down u wanted to different.... why ohhh why???? dis is wut u called growin up... no turning back... once be mistaken, stop n think.... dun do it again, take it as lesson, u can learn it from sumone else experiences but d best one is ur own. sumhow, as in friendship, u can be choosy to whom u wanted to be friends wif but.... u hav to be friends wif everyone... dun be dat picky but they are on the wrong side n u knoe bout dat... help them to the right path but if they are unchangeable, juz leave them ( it takes tyme for people to realize their mistake) yet, dun lost hope on them, juz pray for them.

for relationship... eheheh, cant say much bout dat. im not d expert bout it :)

wut else??? financial? aish.... fully support by JPA.. hahahha, budget ur expenses but im shophaholic cant resist from buying stuff, still, i buy when i want n of course im goin to use d stuff dat i bought...

study? study smart not dat hard, push urself to d limit...but i hate failure...

summore, i dunno wut or wic part dat is important to conclude....

still thinking on wut shud i type...

sight seeeinggggg

4 of us out of 8 peeps in Group B: Azryna, Xiang Bin, Sathiya and me :)

pic of the bank i mean, river bank lah....

3rd of june, last day of Russian Intensive class, it was nice berjalan-jalan wif our lecturer, sight seeing other part of nizhny novgorod other than everyday ulang alik from cemashko to bfk to hostel.... i enjoyed it but feel tired coz toooo much walkin from there to herre... last stop, mc d wif azryna.... ehehehehe...

e.x.a.m.s!!!!

ohhh my.... im soooo scaredd.... exam is juz aroud d corner... eh, no lah... sooo close:

10th june~ latin

14th june~ biology

18thjune~ chemistry

26thjune~ physics ( suppose on 22nd june but i dunno d date had been extended, maybe monich knows betta then we did)

dis coming monday~ histology kontrol for d nerves, hopefully i'll score dis tyme.....

hoih! i wanna go back home lah....kalo bole nak balikkk sekarang jugak!

oppps, dis 12th june: an's bday

26th june: allia's bday

27th june: athirah's bday

uhuhuhu......soooo many things to study, piles of books to read....

why ...... oh..... why.....

answer me puhleeeezzzz, who'd invented exams eh??????